BOO!

Singapore's 42nd National Day

2007-08-10T23:04:00.001+08:00

In view of Singapore's National Day Theme "City on the Moove", I, as a very very patriotic citizen, have decided to support their movement by mooving small scale to a new blog.

Mooved here.

I probably would still update here when I feel like it. Dunno, I shall just double-blog! Hahaha funny right. -.-

If I could, I would moove large-scale to another country. A pity I don't have the resources. :)

Singapore is not bad actually, on second thought. If only it was more interesting and open. It would be nice :D

lady.

2007-08-10T22:33:00.000+08:00

NEVER AM I EVER GOING TO HAVE A SHU NV DAY EVER AGAIN! xD

ahaha today was so damn funny! i felt the shu nv-est i've ever been in my ENTIRE LIFE -faints. but it's alright at least now i know i shouldnt ever be shu nv ever again! xD

but today was fun :D

i cant wait for out tomorrow again! wheee~

!@#$%^&!!

2007-08-10T11:47:00.000+08:00

WAHHH holidays at home make me go crazy.

i want out :(

national day!

2007-08-09T23:59:00.001+08:00

it's abit late, but before it's really over,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!

haha aint i patriotic! :D

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2007-08-09T15:47:00.000+08:00

Maybe that's why I've become so stupid.
Probably also the reason why people always call me weird.
And dumb.
And silly.
And idiotic, I might just conveniently add.

But you see, this is the only way to cover up everything else.

2007-08-08T21:15:00.000+08:00

i think that daddys deserve so much more love than they are currently getting.

felt so... dead the whole day.

and i know it wasnt just because i was feeling sleepy.

ND perf :O

2007-08-07T20:53:00.001+08:00

GASP! we're going to be laughing stocks in the whole wide WORLD!

yes, like that. my gosh the dance is spasticated. yes i'm going to lose my face! we should really wear masks tomorrow, haha! ._.

time ZOOMS.

2007-08-05T13:17:00.000+08:00

my gosh i just flipped to my SA schedule today and i realised that, WALA! it's already week 7! dammit time flies so fast! :(

week7
- HCL ying yong wen (10%)

week8
- Physics SPA (?)
- English Essay (20%)

week9-EYAs
- English Compre (20%)
- Physics
- Chemistry
- Biology

week10-EYAs
- HCL (40%?!)
- Geography (?)
- Social Studies (30%)
- Maths (30%)

darn it i am so unprepared! :( first paper starts on the 21st. that's only FIFTEEN stupid days away.

gambatte ning.

SPARKS!

2007-08-04T21:49:00.000+08:00

whooo SPARKS was fun! hahaha the past few days have been just full of it, but it's pretty tiring too. i'm sleepyy! -.-zz

on friday we got to leave school at 10.30! so shuang haha. then went to NTU to set up our booth. at first it was quite screwed up cos we realised that our booth was too plain. :/ then after that we got ourselves some materials and WALA! we got a pretty booth! :D maybe still not as elaborated as the other booths, but i think generally it was really nice hehe.

after that meiling and i went to yile's house to put down our bags and went to jp to eat. ahem something unpleasant happened but who cares lah. lol. bought my fluffy shirt and mini-balloons! xD then walked around jp and saw people playing ddr. SUPER PRO MY GOSH i couldnt even look at the direction the arrows were pointing at lah!

hehe sleepovers are so fun. then we were webcamming with peirong the dumbie. HAHAHA cheater she bluff her mum that she's studying chinese when she was webcamming with us! xD LOL could see her pretending HAHAHA. should have taped it down and sent her mum right! lol.
made a few rings and blew 2 balloons (test trying haha) then i started to feel really sleepy. so i went to bathe! the water was so hot *.* i tried making it cooler but it became hotter instead yileeeee. so i had a hard time bathing ._. but it was quite shuang in a way that it felt like a hot spring *.* ok diaoo. after that watched abit of jing tian yi then i went to sleep. then meiling went to bathe and yile decided to watch her dear haoming. so she woke me up to watch it with her. T.T so in the end slept at 1 plus. xO hahaha but yile slept the latest, lol. after meiling was done she pulled meiling to watch with her too. haha.

woke up, no. woken up by yile at 5.30 i think. but too tired, i couldnt moooove. in the end we all lazed around and left the house at 6.45 >< we were supposed to be there by then oops =x but never mind i guess cos we still reached there relatively early. everyone was groggy. lol.

after setting up people started coming in. at first sales were really bad. really, really bad. so we all go pretty demoralised. :/ werent in the mood to sell at all! so haily and i started going:

haily: MALT CANDY! ONE FOR FIFTY CENTS!
me: RINGS! BUY FOR YOUR GIRLFRIENDS!

lol it didnt work. but people got interested in our rings, and we started custom-making them according to their preference and ring sizes. same for bookmarks. towards the end most of the bookmarks were custom-made and some of those that we made for sale werent sold. :/ the red and green notebooks sold well too! :D i think we made quite a bit, so well done yay! :)

ohyea and at one point of time our booth was OVERCROWDED with malt candy people! then it just started off that trend. and POOF! just like that, our malt candy was SOLD OUT. cool right! :D at first no one even wanted to LOOK at it. :/ see la, dont trust us. xD

after that on the bus all of us slept. really really fell asleep. hahaha i ended up on minjia's shoulder! lol. gaga i'm really tired now. toodles~

Burn More FAT!

2007-08-01T23:00:00.000+08:00

hahaha that should catch some attention.

Source: Yahoo! Health

Burn More Fat!

Provided by:

By Dimity McDowell, Women's Health

Last Updated: 12/01/2006 09:18:26

Everyone has her own workout routine, and while we approve of the "workout," the "routine" has us worried. Familiarity might be comfortable, but it's not effective — certainly not when it comes to a sweat session. Doing the same thing over and over lulls your muscles into an I-can-do-this tedium and lessens your calorie burn.

The good news: You don't need to ditch your current workout to see more results. You just need to learn how to rev it up. Follow these tips from some of the top trainers around the country for an ultra-efficient workout that zaps more calories and burns more fat.

The Treadmill
Your Comfort Zone
Flipping channels on the tube, you lope along, either running or walking, at the same ho-hum speed you were at yesterday. And the day before. And the day before that.

Blast More Fat
Don't bounce. You're not in an allergy-drug ad, running through fields of flowers. Keep your movement forward, not up and down, says Los Angeles-based personal trainer Gunnar Peterson. "Anything vertical is wasted energy: It doesn't help you." By focusing on what's ahead, you'll go faster and burn more calories in a shorter period of time.

Squeeze your glutes. "Do it as you push off your toes," says Jan Griscom, a personal trainer at New York City's Chelsea Piers. By focusing on your backside, you'll contract and tone the muscle (and make it, not the fat surrounding it, the star of your Sevens). And the more muscle you have, the more calories you'll need to maintain it and the more fat you'll burn.

Challenge your muscles. At the end of a workout, slow your speed to 2.5 to 3.5 miles per hour. Skip for 30 seconds, walk for 30; walk backward for 30, forward for 30; stand sideways and shuffle with your right foot leading for 30 seconds, walk for 30, and repeat with left foot leading. "You'll call into action other muscles that don't work while going forward," Peterson says. "Which means they'll be surprised" as will the person on the treadmill next to you "and add to the calorie burn."

**WEB EXCLUSIVE: Form Fix
Tread lightly. Runners should land lightly to minimize impact on the joints; you shouldn't be able to hear your foot strike over your iPod. If you can, pretend as if you're landing on eggs and don't want to break them; you may need to slow the speed to get control of your strides.

Elliptical Trainer
Your Comfort Zone
Gliding along at a medium pace, your legs are on autopilot. And, if the machine has arms, your upper body is too.

Blast More Fat
Never stop working. To maximize fat burning, don't let the machine's gliding momentum dictate your pace. Your leg muscles should push the pedals around. If there are rails, lightly rest your hands on them but no white-knuckling, since you may end up supporting your body weight that way.

Use intervals. During every third song on your MP3 player or every commercial break, ramp up the intensity and go as hard as you can. "A steady pace at a sustainable speed burns calories consistently, but intervals blast up the count," Peterson says.

Use your whole body. Every other minute, concentrate on strengthening your arms or core — you'll recruit more muscles and incinerate more fat. For example, if you're on a full-body machine, consciously engage your arms; push and pull with the same intensity as you're using for your legs. If it's a lower-body machine, put your arms in an athletic position, elbows bent, upper arms close to your ribs, to strengthen your core.

**WEB EXCLUSIVE: Form Fix
Make sure your knees are pointing in the same direction as your toes. "Don't let your knees fall inward," says Mark Nutting, CSCS, NSCA-CPT, fitness director at Saco Sports & Fitness in Saco, Maine, "That puts severe stress on your ligaments."

Stair Stepper
Your Comfort Zone
You're bent forward at the hips, elbows locked, hands on the rails to ease your load on your beloved hills program, where you've been slogging away at level 7 since Christmas.

Blast More Fat
Stand up straight. Pretend you're squeezing a balloon between your shoulder blades, says Brooke Siler, author of The Ultimate Pilates Body Challenge. Use the rails for balance only, not support. Picture-perfect posture forces your core and back muscles to contract great for toning. And engaging more muscles means burning more fat.

Mix up the depth of your stepping. In doing so, you'll surprise your muscles, which leads to an increased calorie burn. If you're a short stepper, add 1 minute of long, slow steps every 5 minutes. "Challenge your leg muscles in a way that they're not used to being challenged," Peterson says. If you usually go long and slow, pick up the pace and shorten the step to about 6 inches to make your muscles react and therefore adapt that's where the change comes in.

**WEB EXCLUSIVE add some weights.
Integrate this 10-minute total body challenge, suggested by says Brooke Siler, author of The Ultimate Pilates Body Challenge, into your stair-stepping workout to tone and challenge muscles and blast more fat. Each section lasts two minutes. For a back and shoulder workout, extend your arms from your shoulders and do small circles in one direction for 10 counts, then reverse directions for ten.
To build shin strength, use just the balls of feet to push down the pedals (don't lift heels); For hamstrings, use just heels on the pedals (keep your toes lifted).
For an abs workout, holding a 3- to 5-pound weight in each hand. Bend your elbows and palms close to your abs and twist slowly from side to side as you keep your abs engaged. For the last two minutes, increase the machine speed and keep twisting.

Tuck your glutes under your hips. And make sure your feet are flat on the pedals. If you originate all movement in your core, not your legs, it will (a) hurt like a bitch and (b) work new muscles hard [see (a)], giving you you guessed it a more intense burn.

Spinning Class
Your Comfort Zone
Forget sweating you haven't even started glistening yet. And you're about to start the cooldown. What was that about indoor cycling being such a good workout?

Blast More Fat
Crank it up. God created the resistance knob for a heavenly reason. Use it, especially on hills, to whittle your thighs to swimsuit-worthy slimness. Dixie Douville, R.N., a master Spinning instructor with Mad Dogg Athletics in Flanders, New Jersey, advises a pace of 60 to 80 revolutions per minute on hills. Find yours by counting how many times one foot goes around in 15 seconds and multiplying by four.

And keep it there. On flat terrain, aim for 80 to 110 rpm. That way, you'll use your muscles, not the momentum of the weighted front wheel, to power the bike. Go faster and you risk momentum taking over. "If you're going above 110, you need to increase resistance" until you're back in the 80 to 110 range, Douville says. "That makes the workout much harder and the calorie burn more significant than just pedaling faster."

Sit when you climb. This increases your muscular endurance and incinerates more fat. When you stand, you can use your whole leg for leverage and your body weight for momentum; sitting means you have to push more weight around with less help. "Unless you increase the resistance significantly, standing is basically bailing out of a climb," Douville says.

**WEB EXCLUSIVE: Form Fix
If the bike doesn't fit your frame, you won't get the maximum benefit from your ride (you will, however, get a massive back ache.) If you've got petite feet, don't cram them into the toe cage. "The ball of your foot should be over the pedal," she says Douville, "Otherwise, your arch supports all your weight and your foot goes numb." Your seat should be high enough so your knee bends slightly at the bottom of a pedal stroke, and it should be far enough away from the handlebars so that, when the pedals are at 3 and 9 o'clock, your knees are directly over your ankles. "Most people have their seats too close to their handlebars, and that puts tremendous stress on the knees," says Douville.

Running
Your Comfort Zone
You pass the yellow house 7 minutes into your run, the coffee shop 10 minutes later. Thirteen minutes after that, you're home where you take off your shoes so you can find them tomorrow to do the exact same route.

Blast More Fat
Run tall. Even more important, think about running tall. "Doing that immediately stops you from slouching and forces your arms to go front to back, not side to side," says Greg McMillan, a personal trainer and running coach in Austin, Texas. "Your hips stay tucked under, your butt doesn't stick out, and as a result, your stride is much more effective: You go farther with less energy expended." The result? You can suddenly run longer and burn more calories.

Mix it up. Run your regular route in the opposite direction so your body doesn't know when to expect the hills. Better yet: Change your speed. "People shuffle when they run at the same pace all the time," McMillan says. "The body gets very efficient and doesn't have to work." If you typically run 30 minutes, try this 3-day routine: Day 1, go slower than your usual pace, but run for 40 minutes. Day 2, speed it up a notch, but run for only 20 minutes. Day 3, throw in some intervals: Run fast for 1 minute, easy for 2, and repeat 6 to 10 times. "Not only does that make the workout go by fast," McMillan says, "but it also burns more calories."

Drill it in. At the end of a workout, slim down your legs, bump up your heart rate, and build speed by doing drills. For 15 seconds, do knee pulls: Pull one knee high until your quads are parallel to the ground, then alternate with the other knee in rapid succession. Jog for 1 minute. Do 15 seconds of butt kicks: Try to hit your glutes with your heel. Jog for 1 minute. Finally, do grapevine (moving sideways, step your left foot over your right foot, then your left foot behind your right foot). Do 15 seconds, leading with one foot, then 15 seconds with the other. Jog for 1 minute, then cool down. As your strength increases, add sets.

Weight Training
Your Comfort Zone
Intimidated by heavy metal, you stick to the light stuff nothing more than 10 pounds, please then saunter over to the watercooler for an extended drink.

Blast More Fat
Pop some veins. Forget vanity. The weight you're hoisting should leave you red-faced and weak. "By the last rep, you should feel as though you have to put the weight down," says Brad Jordan, a personal trainer in Dayton, Ohio. "Three sets are plenty." Each day you lift, change it up. On one day, choose a weight you can lift for 8 to 12 reps; the next session, go with a lighter weight and lift 12 to 15 reps; on the last session, increase the load and lift only six to eight reps. It won't make you huge. It will build more muscle, which (all together now) burns more fat.

Minimize downtime. Allow 1 minute between sets for maximum burn. You'll keep your heart rate elevated and your metabolism juiced both helpful calorie-burning boosts.

Recruit all muscles. To use as many muscles as possible, stand instead of sitting. Or, even better, stand on a Bosu or balance board. Don't let machines be an excuse to rest, Griscom says. For example, on the chest press machine, don't let your back touch the seat (or drop the seat all the way down). Get into a squatting position and do the reps from there.

**WEB EXCLUSIVE: Form Fix Just say no to the inner- and outer-thigh machine, what Nutting calls, "the most overused and under-needed piece of equipment. The inner and outer thighs get a much better workout when you do squats, lunges, step-ups and leg presses; anytime you have to keep your knee tracking forward, they get a workout.

all right. and another yahoo article just said that excercising with prolonged breaks in between burns more fat! WHEEEEE.

and darn i cant wait till eyas are overrrr. then can play alll dayyyyy longggggggg!

sparks bazaar this saturday. FUN! come buy our stuff k!

:D

2007-08-01T22:56:00.000+08:00

loads has happened since i last blogged, haha!

saturday was CO concert. went out with yile rong ching before that. FUN. i felt so freeeeee! hehehe.

then sunday i ate 3 fried chicken wings and 4 pieces of durian, and MONDAY WAS HEIGHT AND WEIGHT. :( so i was very heavy T.T not fair! -sniff. ohyea, had aspen on monday too ._.

school days so far have been quite boring though.

and today was english orals :S quite bad, i stoned alot when she asked for implications! T.T at least 30sec, no exaggerating.

right gtg do chinese now. lao shi is so nice :)

emo elmo?

2007-07-27T23:46:00.000+08:00

alright i shall just emo like everyone else.

sec4 life definitely is weird. or maybe it's just me. it's like yesterday. i knew there was a test today, but i just kept playing and slacking and just wasting my time away. definitely there is something wrong with my self-control. but how could it be that bad?! in the end i didnt even study protectionism other than the stupid definition, which i also forgot.

let's go by subject, yea?

english. mr jeremy is nice and fun, but i dont get the stupid science ethics and all. ah whatever.
chinese. totally no interest, really. none AT ALL. cannot stand looking at chinese characters. wait, correction. cannot stand looking at myself write chinese characters, cos i cant make it. lao shi has been absent for two weeks already, by the way.
maths. yea sure i understand, for maybe about 20mins? then all the information just slip out of my mind conveniently after that.
social studies. i hate free trade.
physics. hating tpp more and more by the day. cos she always steals our recess time. and her lessons are just plain poo.
chemistry. ugh how am i supposed to remember ALL the information?! siao ah. human brain capacity is limited you know. tcher is wonderful though.
biology. glad to have an improvement, now it's time to get interested in the topic.
geography. tourism is interesting and kinda fun. i hope the information can just spill out of my head like anything during the test.
philo. the tcher is just plain annoying.

right. so the more i write the more annoyed and pissed i feel. !@#$%^&*!!! i think i'm seriously going to fail O lvls this year, especially if the paper is going to be hard :(

and stupid structured studies is taking up everyday every moment of my life i hate it i cant stand it i want freedom. ugh i feel worse than a caged lion.

stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid i hate this life :(

2007-07-25T22:08:00.000+08:00

it's so sad, my gosh. so sad! :( but all good things have to come to an end, no matter what, so. training today was so weird. it was fun, it was slack.but it was so un-training. OK it's just the training head's pov! xD
twas nice to see everyone smiling, yay. :) so proud of the juniors. i feel like a mother hen! no more trainings, AH! it's like, four years of everything, and now it's all gone. byebye! sayonara! annyong! rgsrcy <3

bbee

2007-07-25T00:44:00.000+08:00

really finally the time for us to let go.

and yes, i'll miss everything about it, even that. i mean, it helped us find each other didnt it? so we should be glad no matter how horrible it was we at least went through it together and got us closer to each other than before.
have been seeing things like training was okay as usual and i'm sorry we never impacted you enough to have you say that training was great!
still remember in sec1, the ma'ams told us "no matter if one person makes the mistake, or anything. when you mention anything about your year, it's we, not me, not i. we." surprisingly, unknowingly, i've been using we since then. it feels nice to have everyone there with you, like it's a great big hug.

well, it's time to let go and be muggerheads. but.i.dont.want.

not happy at all.

2007-07-24T23:34:00.000+08:00

The Bottom Line

Friends are the family you choose, which means that you can also un-choose them.

In Detail

Friends are the family you have chosen for yourself, which means that you can also un-choose them. If you are having troubles with one of your friendships right now, be honest with yourself about the relationship. Are they making your life more enjoyable or more complicated? Do they encourage you to be the best you can be or make you doubt your actions? Do they celebrate your successes or try to one-up you all the time? Answer these questions, and you'll know what to do.

how interesting, isnt it.

anyway it's just frickin unfair.

:/

2007-07-23T23:12:00.000+08:00

come to think of it, the year is coming to an end very soon. it's like as if time will be stopping at the end of term three, cos term four is just basically slack slack and more slack. honestly, i dont even know if options will be effectively carried out. whatever happened to the second options voting thing? all talk no action, probably.

eyas in less than a month. worrying, kind of. but i'm not putting in any effort to improve at all. why? i dunno. you might think the results will spur me on to want to do better to at least make the grade. but honestly, i'm just glad i didnt fail the whole thing. i dont feel any push, any determination. GAH. and i just wasted the whole night away doing almost nothing. not like any other night has been fruitful, actually. just that tonight i was hoping to achieve a little something. then i remembered i left my whole file in school. smart, eh?

haiyah. feeling very demoralised now. really dont want to do anything. but i want to improve, what to do? i'd better do all my homework that's due. haii.

i didnt expect it to come so soon. :(

AHHH!

2007-07-22T20:53:00.000+08:00

grah i just read rong's blog and a surge of emotions just engulfed me.

I DONT WANT TO GO ASPEN TOMORROW :(

gah gee goo BAH.

bored, that's all.

2007-07-18T22:09:00.000+08:00

i feel like i have no life to speak of. :(

monday - aspen 3.30-6.30!
tuesday - structured studies (math)
wednesday - structured studies (bio)
thursday - physics assist program (pap! xD)
friday - chemfire

i'm looking forward to racial harmony day! YAAY! o(^.~)o no lesson on that day you see. hehehe.

but at least i get a little work done in school xp compared to now, bwahahahaha. and i realised that i only do groupwork cos it affects the whole group. DARN. i should be doing all my work! after all, i'm such an angel right :D

i was a little disappointed today, but. ah wells :/

Britain's Got Talent - 6 year-old Connie Sings!

2007-07-17T22:18:00.001+08:00

omgosh the girl is WONDERFUL. everybody has to listen! omg! i just melted at her performance~

multitasking

2007-07-15T20:26:00.000+08:00

hehe. and so they say a picture speaks a thousand words. let me direct you about what i multitasked about!

top left hand corner: watching tree of heaven (kdrama xp)
it's very nice! the plot is abit like autumn in my heart, but it's kinda different i guess. x) it's still nice! hahaha. recommended for japanese cum korean fanatics cos they talk alot of jap cos the place is supposed to be japan. so the actors and actresses are really pro cos they allll can speak both languages! :D

bottom left hand corner: minjia's msn convo!
hahaha xp

right side: GEOG PT INDIV.
heh i still havent finished it oops. (there were words there but i erased them and drew a smiley instead hehe. later you laugh at my geog pt!)

kae i'd better go finish up my work! annyong~~

FUN! xD

2007-07-12T22:34:00.000+08:00

YAY today was such a fun day! :D

erm it started off on the wrong note though. :( I SCREWED UP MY CHINESE ORALS! D': really okay! :( i didnt even get what the teacher said! and i think i digressed quite badly. OHNOO i hope she doesnt fail me! :'( my chinese is already bad enough.. if she fails me i think i will just not be motivated for chinese anymore. (T.T)

anyway after that was physics. just one word - boring. :/ and i realised that mrs teo is really not a good teacher! :( mr thio is so much better at teaching than she is! and he goes through all the things and gives us time to do the worksheet (i mean, i wouldnt know if he does things the same way in his own classes, but i'm assuming he does). he even tolerates rong and my nonsense! and he's quite funny too, sometimes. hahaha. somemore mrs teo took up 10mins of our recess! :O after that was bio at the lab. didnt understand a thing, so. :/ AHH WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME THIS YEAR! :(

cle was... stupid. and npt was being stupid and si ban, as usual. zomg he didnt even have anything to do during cle (we were going to do the lsl reflections at home what) and he said what "i cannot give you all the time to discuss the costume parade" BUT WHY! he has nothing to do what! we also have nothing to do what! the costume parade is a class thing what! SO WHY CANNOT?!?! then in the end he was like "i'll give you all the last fifffteen minutes to discuss." and we stoned for a while. a long while, if i may add. in the end we only had a measly 8 minutes to discuss. urgh sometimes i really cant stand his way of working. GRRAHHHHHHH ~!@#&$^@%#&!%@%4 qb. anyway mel and i are now officially chio models from deal or no deal! :D

lunch was fun! xD hahaha then after that went up to class and played! hahaha meiling and i sat on minjia's lap and pretended she was santa claus. then we started SHAKING. hehehe! and she pounded my back! D: and then yile pulled me off. hmpf why everyone target me! meiling also what... *BAWLS* hahhaha then in the end we had a huiwen's-dunno-what-thingum fight! not really lor, it was rightfully lended to me! then meiling refused to give me the other stick so i only had one! how to play right. so i hoaxed her into believing that we have 30secs each 8) YAY so i got the stick. then after that i refused to give it to her so we went catching around the classroom. then i got stuck. then kok came. then kok wanted the sticks too! and haily was somewhere, and someone else was somewhere near too. i only know i was holding the sticks as far away from their reach as possible! HAHA i was laughing like mad. xD i could heard huiwen in the background "jianing!!!!!!!!!!!...." ahahaha. xo sorry huiwen~! mianhaee~~

ahah then alot of funny things happened. i only know i was laughing like mad.

"gooood afternoon mr ng. -bang-" HEHEHE HAHAHA HOHOHO!

improved for math! quite pleased, but then i had 2 careless mistakes T.T and the percentage is MEASLY. :( still have another 45% to work towards.. HWAITING~~

after that was PAP. not bad lah. hohoho peirong is a rubbish eater! :D YAY!

i want to quit aspen :/

c",) facebook!

2007-07-10T23:58:00.000+08:00

hahaha it's the super fun version of friendster, really! xD hahaha everyone should just join facebook! :D

hehehe.

anyway today went to support swimming. twas hot and sticky, and i got laughed at by a prefect. :( AND PEIRONG IS A DUMBIE. she called a pufferfish a bubblefish! hahaha how retarded is THAT please. xD

was very high today :)

AHH CHINESE ORALS TOMORROW! i mean, LATER! D:

funn x)

2007-07-08T23:46:00.000+08:00

hahaha went to minjia's house to do geog pt today! it was fun! xD hahaha we got loads of junk to eat and it was fun colouring. though i think our map isnt fantastic, it's kinda oddly cute. xD

and minjia's hamster has muscular front limbs. muscular kae! they bulge out, like omg! hahaha.

then after that went to my grandma's house for dinner. she gave me durian to eat :)

then went home and watched JUST FOLLOW LAW. hahaha quite funny but stupid too! xD the ending is CHAO lame. like z.z IT'S THAT LAME.

x)

eeks back to school tomorrow. so unprepared! D: i dowannnnn.

and omg, worse is, i got npt for structured studies! omg it's the worst nightmare lah NOOOO. :'( i'd rather have mtoh so much more than him! Dx

watch stories of love!

2007-07-07T00:06:00.000+08:00

Catch Stories of Love, a collection of heartwarming films about love, family, and happiness, showing weekly on Channel 5. Be sure not to miss this collection of local-flavoured films every Thursday night from 8pm-9.30pm.

haha dont i sound like an advertiser?! xD lol but it's really very very nice! :) and touchingg. i cried leh! actually i think i'm starting to cry more easily now.. must be all that dramas' influences! xD loool. but it's really really nice. love it! it's like, you can kind of tell the ending already, but you still want to watch just to get the emotion straight into your heart! nice. :)

for the whole day today i've been feeling like i've just been oozing around here and there. xD stupid blocked nose. bakes be zound bunny. D:

to you: i dont know how you feel right now, i really cant tell. but if we can salvage it, i will willingly do so! even if we cant go back to what we used to be, just to be able to smile at each other and wave will be enough. for goodness' sake i dont think we both expected this to be forever, right? maybe it was you, or maybe it was me. but it doesnt matter no more, cos it's long been over. but i still hope we dont just draw a concluding line like that.

stories of love.

2007-07-05T22:47:00.001+08:00

watched stories of love just now and it was so nice :) this episode was about an old man who lived all by himself because his only child (a daughter) was too busy working and trying to take care of herself and her son. the boy was a spoilt little boy, and a big trouble maker, too. so when the woman had to go overseas to work, only her father (the old man) said okay.

but the stupid little kid, being super spoilt and everything, was very mean to his grandfather! :( there were alot of scenes where you could see the poor grandfather feeling so hurt, yet he strongly believed that his grandson loved him and didnt do all those things on purpose. stuff that the grandson did was like: 1) threw away his ah gong's chinese medicine while they were still being prepared just because he couldnt stand the smell, 2) stole his grandfather's picture, 3) put marbles on the floor to trip him, 4) used toothpaste/glue to stick all the pots and pans on the wall, 5) wrote stupid on his grandfather's shirt :[ and many many more. so horrible right! T.T and all the grandfather did was to encourage him all the time. and try to make him happy. because he got scolded by his daughter for scolding her son >:O HORRIBLE RIGHT! :( i was so qi okay!

in the end the grandson said something reeeeally mean to the grandfather and ran away from the house and the grandfather got severe chest pains and tripped on the marbles the boy laid on the floor!

no he didnt die ._.

the boy learnt to appreciate his grandfather lor, cos he saw the present his grandfather gave him. his fixed gameboy along with a new game! then he cried. :') and he realised how much his grandfather had done for him. so he helped his grandfather to work and earn money (cos they only had $10 left xD) and in the end when the mother came back she felt so guilty that she had neglected her father cos her son was like "how come ah gong never came to our house? then we can take care of him." and her guilty conscience FINALLY struck her! she didnt even reply the son, by the way. ah gong just lied that he preferred to live alone. she even wanted to bring her son home immediately cos she felt that she had done injustice most to her son! then her son was like "no ma, i want to stay with ah gong and take care of him."

YAY! so nice right. happy family :)

xxx

anyway i died for bio essay today. :( was totally sneezing throughout the 40mins! xD so naturally non of the information entered my head at all. :/ ah well. it's over, at least! :D then went for PAP with rongMA. hahaha was quite boring and i hate electricity, so. yeah. played with rongMA and started doodling on each other's papers. hehe.

went home and slept like a pig. woke up feeling equally bad, stupid. >:/

and npt is stupid. ugh i thought maybe he was still tolerable, but hello. he totally puts people down! :( he's very mean okay. and so what if math is important? i didnt fail it, did i? physics is more important to me and the more you want me to go for math the more i wont want to go for it HMPF. rubbish man. he was like "you better buck up ah! no time already." yeah i know you cant see me bucking up AS OF YET but hello you dont even see me when i'm doing work?! and he's horrible okay he doesnt allow us to watch movies during CLE! D: not like he's doing something productive lah please, he shows us stupid lame email powerpoint slides.

RARRRRRR! irritating poophole.

shall go sleep now i'm tired 8}

2007-07-04T23:00:00.000+08:00

this layout is so cute, no?

i couldnt resist digressing :(

QOTD

2007-07-04T22:24:00.000+08:00

"You must always look at your shit. It can tell a lot of things, like whether you eat enough vegetables or not... if your shit is one nice long, soft brown ploop it is very good! Next time remember to always observe your shit." - guess who.

I shall start to blog in proper sentences and use a wider variety of vocabulary. Oh, and not forgetting proper spelling too. No more LA LEH LORs for me! Laugh Out Loud (lol). Now i have the right to use lol because I have spelt it out before! I will not use emoticons unless necessary as well.

Today Xiao Xi changed seats with Jing Han cos she couldn't see. Now our table's no longer a lefty's table! But never mind, now we have a Math and Science expert on our table! Lol.

This is full of rubbish. Okay I shall go back to mugging Biology faithfully for my stupid Biology Essay tomorrow. How stupid, eh?

As my Chinese teacher puts it, our school is SOS (School Of Suffering). Someone come and save us!

GLOBAL BOILING KILLS.

2007-07-03T22:31:00.000+08:00

omg.

i feel hot EVERYDAY. (maybe it's me xD)

OKAY. to the seriousness of the issue.

TODAY, THE THERMOMETER ON MY AIR CON CONTROL BEAT ITS RECORD. TODAY'S SIZZLING TEMPERATURE: 32 DEGREE CELSIUS.

omg! a freaking THIRTY-TWO DEGREE CELSIUS. -faints.

now i know how SEVERE global boiling is.

we should just shut down all the hot springs and convert them into ice-cold jacuzzis. all of us should move away from the equator and closer to the north/south pole. better, the island itself should sense the danger and move itself away from the stupid equator!

and just a week ago there was news about some country (i cant rmbr which one it was, especially since i was watching CHINESE NEWS :D) whereby it was sooo hot, 21 people died from heat! :O and the government gave away free water so that everyone would be properly hydrated. there was even this mother who just opened the bottle and tried to get her son to drink as much water as he could! like, a little baby that usually would use milk bottles, you know? she was so desperate she didnt really care anymore. x{ i'd better brush up on my heat stroke and heat exhaustion first aid treatments! hahaha.

worst of all, in class now, i'm sitting RIGHT at the corner, RIGHT beneath the aircon, which means I DONT GET ANY OF THE AIRCON AT ALL. i usually end up using my worksheets to fan myself. i cant stand it! hothothotttt. the aircon should sweep! then the whole room will feel cold. :) it's like summer at my place, and winter from the middle column onwards! totally different one k.

*sizzles and faints*

class today was quite fun :) and structured studies was FUN! HAHAHA. let me show you just how studious ~~peirong and~~ i was!

my chem stuff! :D

left: mine. right: rong's.
WHO'S NEATER! xD

ah rong the dumbdumb's CHAIR DANCE NOTES!
hahaha! like how long ago was that please! xD

hehe lame stuff. will only make sense to us! xD (cough dont worry we're not lesbians -_- LIKE I WILL WANNA LES WITH HER?! -pukes.)
note: look at the thing at the bottom left hand corner. does it look like a monkey or an elf!

hahahahaha. :) but i managed to study for chem spa! xD lol.

my room is finally 28 degree celsius. have to wait a thousand years before it becomes 20 degrees! D:

ohyea. in the morning, the room used to be superr cold! and i would huggle and snuggle to try and keep warm. now i can sprawl all over the bed without my blankie and feel super hot! D:

one reason why sleeping isnt as enjoyable anymore :/

I THINK MY BODY TEMPERATURE ITSELF MIGHT BY 37.4! *.*

and meiling pierced her ears! v(^.^)v

things i want to do after the EYAs (dont ask me why the school comes up with such dumb names -.-)

2007-07-02T22:00:00.000+08:00

1. cut my hair!
2. go shopping (no more GSS D:)
3. (omg i forgot! D: but i shall randomly name things i want to do until i remember then ^^)
3. go ELFA and see how their new concert is going! :D
4. play.
5. play more!
[edit] I REMEMBER THEM ALL NOW! :D
6. learn drums
7. learn hiphop :D
8. learn beatboxing! (okay this is just for fun :] )
so smart right :D tadaaa! [/edit]

darn i really cant remember. it was really important k! :/ anyway i think i have a post like that with what-i-wanna-do-after-eyas on it. xD shall dig it out!

maybe bathing will make me remember. HAHA. okay then, toodles~

2007-07-01T19:51:00.000+08:00

finished watching dandoori~dance*drill today! :)

it has a nice story :D and massu's soooo cute in there! XD carlos~!

we cant expect too much out of life.

anyways i must have been too bored to post so many times today.

OMG PMSY. dont tell me i'm getting THE M again so soon! T.T

sian ahhh~

happy youth day!
especially to those TA babies XD

i guess no matter what happens i cant help forgiving you.

2007-07-01T12:28:00.000+08:00

it's so friggin stupid how i thought we could last.

-

2007-07-01T02:38:00.000+08:00

i can sense something wrong okay.
if you want to tell me something just say it straight in my face.
i dont want to keep thinking about it. somemore it might not be what i think.
too sensitive, that's just what it is. so clarify. that's not too hard.
人情似纸薄, i hope it's not true.
i dont like this.
and stop putting me down. too much will hurt, geddit.

beatboxing!

2007-07-01T00:47:00.001+08:00

omg this guy is super cool! :D

the video is in FRENCH. cos the competition's some nouvelle star thing (?!) people who learn french can enlighten me. HAHA. but that guy's damn cool! :D

but you cant have the best of both worlds ._.

HAHA. anw well done meiling for the runway show today! though i didnt get to watch it :( i liked your dress alot leh, not fair!

WATCH THE VIDEO PEOPLE. the guy's seriously c-o-o-l.

I WANNA LEARN BEATBOXING TOO!

BAD DAY D:

2007-06-30T10:05:00.000+08:00

yesterday was a horrible day! :( first, i forgot to bring home my wallet. so i had NO money, NO ezlink, NO phonecard (will explain this later), and NO IC!! okay the ic part is unimportant. what's important is...

MY PHONE NO BATT ALSO 8O!

so horrible right! :( so i couldnt contact my daddy or whatsoever, i couldnt check my messages to see if they'd called, i couldnt do anything :(

and so, i thought maybe i can just borrow money from peirong and meiling and then go home on my own.

so i used peirong's phone to sms my daddy.

HE SAID HE WASNT GOING TO BE HOME D':

so it was the worst nightmare of my life.

BECAUSE I ALSO DIDNT BRING MY KEYS.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH):

so horrible right!

then when i got to bishan (my kind daddy decided to meet me there), he said 8pm so naturally i just wandered around first lor. but without any form of contact whatsoever i didnt know that THEY WERE ALREADY THERE. so they waited for me for 25 mins. and my daddy got pissed :(

-sniffles.

GRAHHHH!

i hope yile remembers to help me take my wallet!! ><

if not i'm DEADD.

no la, i shall just borrow my dad's ezlink and troop to school :(

T.T

beat that man.

++

but anyways today i'm going to watch the runway show at cheenatown! :D hahaha whoo go meiling! haha :)

boring and bored, bored and boring. HEH?!

2007-06-28T20:32:00.000+08:00

omg i'm supposed to be doing my chempt (i'm only on page 1) but i'm blogging. and the worst thing is, I FEEL SLEEPY. and i slept at 10 the day before! omg. what am i going to do what am i going to do. i cant nap because i'll sleep all through the night till tomorrow morning! :O okay better go bathe and get back to work. i aim to finish by 11pm! (yeah right as if that's attainable) Y.Y

okay, cancelled it. :)

v(^.^)v physics today was funny XD

ohyea, and have i mentioned that for our new random seating arrangement, my table's a LEFT HANDER'S TABLE? so cool right! the only other leftie is grace, but she's all the way at the other side of the class. hahaha awww. xD we are the intellectual table! lol though this is so not the case for jinghan and i. x) nevermind we shall buck up and at the end of the year we shall prove all righties ~~left~~ wrong!

okay i know that was lame, paiseh $)

back to work then, toodles~

2007-06-25T23:18:00.000+08:00

i just realised/remembered that chempt is due in 3 days' time (cos you can exclude wednesday since it's a tiring and fullllll day).

i'm dead.

i dont want to start, and i havent studied much for chem spa, which is tomorrow, if you really needed to know.

GRAHHH! !@@#$%^&&($(#$^%*(#@*&$^%#%^!@*&$%@^.

moooo.

i hate chem and physics, i really do :(

ARRRRRRRR! -tears hair. D8!!

omg xD

2007-06-24T16:50:00.000+08:00

i just had a group convo with my FAMILY. omg is that funny or is that funny! XD

my dad is hilarious. lemme cut out a portion of the convo:

CN says:
shall we invite gugu into our group
c'',) ning muuuuusic, please! says:
she is online too? -.-
CN says:
she wanted to catch up with us modern generation ma
c'',) ning muuuuusic, please! says:
XD

OMGG. XD HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA i couldnt stop laughing la! XD

CN says:
you stick your tongue out right
CN says:
be careful of mosquito
[<<< ] H.Z.X [ >>>] TEH SUPAR DUPAR AKSHIN TOTIL EKSTREEM TEEM!!! says:
...

-.-"

hahaha! so lame right! omgggg. xD cannot stand it LOL!

going to celebrate doom's day at jack's place later. hooreh! hooreh! ''(\(^.^)/)''

sorry, just daddy's lame genes. :)

RR

2007-06-24T14:23:00.000+08:00

i dont want school to start! i'm scareddddd.

ah wells. :/ i guess we've all got to take things in our stride, and go with the flow. ha.

jc is scary! :O

oh, and dandori~dance*drill is nice :) massu is kawaii in there~

watched battle royale also. stupid recommendation by stupid person HAHA. x) it was okay la. just gross eww. but not scary as i thought it would be. no nightmares! haha.

oh, and the movie was not suitable for children so i really dont know what stupid person was doing watching it. lol xD

LAST DAY OF SCHOOL HOLIDAYS :( i want to enjoy myself, but i know there are so many things that i have to do that i havent done! D: like, revise for chem. and math. and do bio essay O.O

gah doing math clinic wkst now but i'm feeling really sian :/

oh. there's ASPEN homework to do too i think. BAHH -tears hair in frustration.

subjects i really dont feel like touching at all: chemisery, physicks.

AHHHH 8O!

i think i'm an emoticon-freak :/

oh, and i love NewS! (\(^_^)/)

trying to drag timeee. ah wait. that doesnt make sense. i have to make use of the last day of the school holidays!

okay then signing off here~

pai pai~!

p.s. ^RR= random rants. really random, eh? HA. did the post look jap-ish?!?! HAHA. fun nehh.
will miss scoldings like hello kitty.sigh.and many more other rubbishes that i hope they dont rmbr.so that i will forever be a scary senior!MWAHA.

IDWTTE:(

2007-06-23T17:26:00.000+08:00

I
i want to hold on to the days we have left in red cross. when term 3 starts, everything is going to pass so quickly. passing over duties to the juniors, and we'll really just be mentors to the sec3s, just bosses who tell people what to do and they themselves do nothing. ahh! i know a few months back i wanted time to pass more quickly, but now i just want everything to stay!

REALLY
i thought that our year was probably the worst example any year could ever learn from, that no one would come to miss us, that we probably havent done enough to sink things into them, that we probably havent even had the chance to think through everything that we've done. sluggishly, that's how the year's passed. blurly, too, just groping our way around and hoping that we'd succeed that way.
DONT
i hope we can prepare the juniors better, so they'll learn better, faster, so they can lead the unit to much greater heights than our year's done. of course i think that yearmates have done a splendid job, but to maintain/improve the unit's standard is going to be quite hard, with all the new changes we have to make to our method of teachings and all. gah, ganbatte juniors! xD

WANT
haha i've been reading some of their blogs and my, their posts about camp have been satisfying. :) even though COUGH they didnt tell us all those during debrief and all, i'm glad that they've learnt :D i feel that they've matured so much, they are so prepared to take over the unit already.

SCHOOL
i'm glad, yet sad. relieved, yes. but so unwilling to let go. AHH.

TO
i dont want this to end. :( especially when i'm finally feeling accomplished as a senior! ah. so depressing.

REOPEN.
hello. well done for discovering my secret ranting! haha.

:(
i havent studied chem. and there's that stupid spa coming up in week 1. AHH! i'm totally unprepared, and i cant really be bothered but i know i have to be bothered! :( does it make sense?

I'M
if you're wondering what the title means, it's just the first letter of all the words that i want to say. hehe. happy guessing! :D alrighties then. byebye. going to my grandma's house later. saturday instead of sunday, must be because school is reopening. MOOOO T.T

SAD.

2007-06-21T22:43:00.000+08:00

yay sec3 training camp was fun :) it was nice to see the juniors improving so much within 2 short days and accomplishing so much! :D i think this is, by far the most successful camp we've planned! hahaha. and meiling and i are POPULAR PEOPLE! everyone wants to be like us. HAHA. xp but that's quite a problem actually. so hard to choose people! -bites.

whoohooo. now we can only hope that they will translate everything into action. and dont just forget all those things that they said they've learnt during camp.

GAH. so many lasts already. all minjia's fault lah, blog about lasts x)

last training camp.
last CAMP.
last few months in rgsrcy.
last year in school.
last parade coming up soon.
last term to buck up! Dx

sigh. i want to keep the room! GAH i cant imagine how it will feel like after we pass out! :/ no more rgsrcy in our schedule. the feeling really stinks man. worse than my soaked hadley tee after urban hike xD but yeah. you get the gist.

:/

beefy cheesy fries are filling. i had it at 3 plus and i'm still full now. x_x

and poor meiling and i can only oogle at earrings without actually buying them! D:

gah.

so sian.

i dont want to do chem ptttttttt.

I DONT WANT SCHOOL TO REOPEN! T.T that's the worst thing that could actually happen. :/

okay maybe not but i'm really dreading school. i'm not prepared for it to reopen so soon!

dont want to face all those last things.

aiyah whatever lah. shall not think about all these things anymore. I WILL BE BRAVE AND FACE THEM LIKE AN ADULT! (: like i usually am. ^^ jianing the great and matured. ooh, quite suitable right! i know, thanks :D

I PIERCED MY EARS TODAY! :D

2007-06-16T22:50:00.000+08:00

went out to have dinner with my relatives today, and they brought me to pierce my ears! :D

piercing ears HURT *bawls* it aint like ant bites at all! D: or maybe that's because i havent experienced ant bites before x) but yeah, they HURT. and they sting! and they fell really hot right after you pierce. mmhmm. but the goldheart people were really nice :D and friendly! ^^ and helpful, too. hahaha and my aunts and uncle included were ngiaoing about the positioning of my earhole when she drew them on. hahaha. but it's fine now. (:

must remember to turn them everyday! ><>
ME AND MY NEWLY PIERCED LEFT EAR! (i censored my face cos i looked too excited and i had chocolate milk in my mouth xD)

DO YOU SEE THAT SILVER SHINY THINGY! my stud! my stud!

okay i shall take good care of my ear :)

and sakae was fun! xD we played zong ji mi ma and took the grossest sushis available. BWAHAHA.

xD

2007-06-14T21:46:00.000+08:00

I WANT TO GO GSS SHOPPING ):

hello, it's the great singapore sale leh! yet my daddy goes "aiyoh you know women ah, they will say it's only $9.90 leh! then $9.90 here, $9.90 there, then KACHING! become $100 spent already."

implying i should stop shopping.

BUT!

"it's the great singapore sale leh!"

sigh okay i give up.

my dad was really high today. he was talking about uploading miracle service (church thing) onto the internet so that everyone can view it and believe, hopefully! instead of going door to door to try and ask people to go, cos i dont think it's effective, and people will just have a negative thinking of christianity. :/ okay, maybe effectiveness is 40%. but my daddy's way is better! xD anyway. daddy was saying:

"you know ah, i was suggesting to my cell group that we webcast the miracle service on the lighthouse website!"
"orh."
"then they said my idea very good leh!"
"orh."
"then right, when they tell the church about starting this new system hor, they will ask during the 9 o'clock service 'is mr ho among us today?' and there will be no response."
*stares*
"then at 11 o'clock, they will ask 'is mr ho among us today?' still no response."
*getting diao-er*
"then at 3 o'clock, they will ask 'is mr ho among us today?' (in a more annoyed tone) no response."
*-.-*
"then at 7 o'clock, they will ask 'is mr ho among us today?' (in an even more annoyed tone) and no response!"
*O.o* "you pon church!"
"HA! you thought that right! but noo, i'm very humble! *smirks* i was among them, but i just didnt raise my hand that's all! *smiles*"

.

hoho then i asked if his stock had done especially well or something and he said yes. hahahaha hohohoho lol. so lame xD

anyway he's been saying alot of high stuff recently. must be because fathers' day is coming soon and he wants to curry favour us. HAHAHA.

ULP07 CAMPFIRE :D

2007-06-13T23:07:00.000+08:00

it was 2 days ago, and lasted a mere 2 hours, but the memories still remain fresh. :)

couldnt go for the outing at ECP they had in the morning because of chem remedial. then in the afternoon still got ASPEN. then after that had to wait for sluggy meiling xD so we only reached the campsite at 7.45 like that! :O met linette on the bus :D

and OH, the moment we stepped into the campsite all the memories of ULP just zooomed back into my head! it was such a nice sensation :) one year ago we were running here and there, and now come to think of it, we should have made our mark somewhere! xD like if someone fell we use his/her blood to write ULP06 on the walls MWAHAHHA. scare the other cadets to death eh! hehe =x

heh cos we were late we totally missed the briefing x_x so went down in pairs (hahaha like primary school!) and sat. which, er defeated the purpose actually, cos i stood most of the time anyway ._.

the performances were quite okay, but i guess we could all tell how tired they were behind all those smiles and energy. so great performance put up juniors :)

after that we did bravo cheers! :D and then i had to go home. :/ they sound like they had fun at supper, but ah wells.

and i'm glad bravo people liked my bravo badge! heh. it wasnt well done though ><

you need the responsibility yourself.

children @ street 11

2007-06-08T15:14:00.000+08:00

even though i only went for two sessions, they have been really fun and enriching! :D i wouldnt mind going there during my free time to volunteer my services, really. the kids are so lovable and cute~!

heh at first yile and i were late because i thought it started at 9.30 ._. haha but yile thought it started at 10! so i'm not bad already okay xp

went to help out to set up the stuff at ang mo kio primary. after that the kids started coming in! ^^ super cute~! then helped the little kids put on their bands! haha the K2s are helpful x) saw my little max! he was soo cute ^^~ there's another little kid that wasnt there yesterday. but he's super cute too! i think he's called keith :) and there's another little nursery little boy who's name is unknown, just that throughout the whole warmup exercise, he kept looking at the trail of clouds that an aeroplane had left, and he kept pointing at it and shouting 'aeroplane!' super cuteee~ hahaha i had many unsuccessful attempts at getting him to turn around e.g. "look, aeroplane is there! the other side!" but he didnt believe me. x) hahahaha. even if he did, he only turned his head, without turning his body! xD so in the end i left yile to deal with that cutie. hahaha. went to the cool dude but he sneezed, so i kinda got, err, a little grossed out. heh. xD

the first item was the three-legged race with the NURSERY KIDS! x3 so i got to hold all the little kiddies' hands while they ran! 8D INCLUDING LITTLE MAX'S AND LITTLE KEITH'S! -squeals in delight!- haha. they were all so cute! hahaha lovelove.

next was the k1's *dang i cant remember the game!* then was the k2's tail game! :D super cute too! ^^ they went around grabbing each other's tails and in the end it was so funny how the numbers ended up. XD then was the primary school kids' race! :D it was so cute how they just anyhow threw the five balls they had. XD hahaha. then was a second round of games! nursery kids 8DDD THEY HAD AN OBSTACLE COURSE omg kawaiiiii~ they had to crawl under the table and they looked like such pros doing their lil thing! loveee. ^^ and then was the k1's quiz thingy. hahaha jiaen is quite cute! xD i remember yesterday after every question was asked he'd run to the table, then xiangy would be waiting for his answer, and even after prompts he'd just say i dont know. xD then he'll stay there for 5 mins before going back! XD after each question somemore. hahaha! then while the k2 kids and primary school kids had their games we went to play with the little kids! heh. ^^

AHHHHHH~ max is so cuteeeee! he kissed all of us! 8D and he was so obedient and sat on our laps too! he's so cuteeee. and he has a ming2 xing1 lian3 okay! he looks like a gdragon and seungri mix, but then again i think he looks like L from deathnote too! AHH~ very cuteeee ^^

and i think that charlene is quite cute too! primary 1 little girl ^^ she has humongous eyes and i think she looks like a cat. :D

the only thing i regret is not taking a picture with the whole childcare centre, teachers included! :(

but yay i love that childcare centre. :)

somehow when you compare child@street11 to -- childcare, you can tell the difference. at child@street11, the children are so easily contented, they smile alot, they laugh alot, they love to run around, they are so lovable, easy to coach, easy to love. but at -- childcare, the kids dont get contented easily, they are a harder bunch to teach.. i'm not saying they're not as lovable, because they ARE lovable as well.. :) but how do i put this? i dunno how to say it la.

but i feel so much more comfortable with the kids at child@street11, as compared to the kids at -- childcare.. the teachers too! even though my aunt is the principal of -- childcare. :/ the teachers at child@street11 do it out of their own free will. i think that that's what make them such great and caring teachers. :) even the fierce indian teacher is nice to me :D because i can sense the care she has for the kids ^^ at --, the teachers seem to be there just for the sake of work, and they leave as soon as they can. they dont bother to stay behind, look at the kids, take care of them just that bit longer.

haha i'd better censor the name of the childcare lest i ruin their name! x)

today's been a great day, though i'm all hot and sweaty. :D

I LOVE MAX!
I LOVE KEITH!
I LOVE KOYAMA!
I LOVE NEWS!
I LOVE TA!

my mood's excellent today.

my brother's a hypocrite while your son's an angel.

2007-06-07T23:30:00.001+08:00

welfare today was damnnnnnn cute. MAXXXXX!

i'm looking forward to tomorrow! ^^

yesterday

2007-06-05T21:50:00.000+08:00

lol yesterday was a super interesting day!

after chemistry remedial yesterday i went for lunch with yiusum at kfc.hoho we were both super full because of sweet talk! -faints- can puke already! 8S then after that took mrt home. at first saw that alien 'arts on the move' thingy! quite cool, haha. their alien heads made them look so tall! not fair okay.then saw a couple of people asking to take pictures with them. x) it was funny, haha. didnt stay for long though, cos i was feeling sian so i just siamed to the mrt station.

so i was just peacefully waiting for the mrt to arrive. then i had this conversation with this little boy:

LB: eh what school you from ah?
me: er rgs.
LB: rgs? raffles ah?

--pause convo--

right. so i thought to myself "wah, we so li hai, people recognise us just from our school badges seh! not bad ah. -.-"

--back to convo--

me: yeah.
*little boy runs off*
me: *eavesdrop through earphones*
LB: eh that one raffles leh! raffles!
me: *diao-ly proud, for some odd reason*

then all of a sudden this group of kids starting walking to and fro in front of me. hahaha xD then a brave girl finally asked "can i take a picture of your badge?"

so i said okay lor. what else can i say! imagine this:

LG: hi, can i take a picture of your badge?
me: NO?!?!?! YOU PERVY! never learn manners ah?!

see. i couldnt possibly do that right! little girl somemore.

so, me being the very nice me, let them take the picture. i thought they were doing a project. but turns out it was for scavenger hunt for their amazing race. -_-"

ohyea, and i took a double-deckered 86 for the first time! and it's new. hohoho.

right, today.

went for math. before that had lunch at food republic. ate from that formosa(?) delights stall. nice noodles :D then saw fukuan(?)! the campus superstar guy. hoho better not say too much here later i get hate mail =x

and during math mr ng laughed at me. :( just because i accidentally skipped a question, realised it, and went back to do it. sheesh! -sticks out tongue and does a gui lian(ghost face HAHAHA)-

sweet talked again after that. 8D

I CANT WAIT FOR 11 JUNE! funfunfun! :D

june holidays D:

2007-06-03T22:44:00.000+08:00

basically they're just packed with work, work and more work!

but ah wells. i still went out to have fun yesterday! :D

went to watch pirates of the carribean with sunchao! it was nice (: but expensive D: but, ah wells. i probably will only get to watch one movie, anyway. :/ so HECK IT. humpf.

anyway, as i was saying, pirates. i liked the song the pirates sang in the show leh. "HO, HO." then i dont remember the song already ._. or was it "HI, HOE"? eh. it was something like that anyhow. anyway i think that jack sparrow's character is super funny! xD and the last part when elizabeth and will got married was hilarious. rather stupid, too. haha.

then after that we went to buy my materials (; and then we went to play DDR! hahaha it's so super fun! i never knew XD cos then sunchao and i were super noobies so when we played 2 feet already our feet were already tangling up. but we found it so fun we went up to 3 feet! hahaha! it was sososo fun :D but, COUGH. we spent like $6 there! :O money flew away.

then after that we went shopping! hahaha. we actually bought stuff. first time in a loong time, i say! but it was really fun. hahaha. and young shopkeepers are generally nicer than old shopkeepers. NOTE: i said GENERALLY. there are a few qianbian ones, and since i'm a "v nice gal" i shall not disclose. :) except one, cos she's included in yesterday's agenda.

after shopping we went to DDR again hoho. then went shopping again! hoho. then went for dinner. haha. ate at toast box. :( IF THEY DIDNT HAVE SUCH DISHONEST SERVICE I WOULD SAY THEIR FOOD IS NOT BAD. cos i dont really know how to judge food anyway. but that's not the point. the point is, the woman shortchanged me of 10cents! >:O outrageous right! i decided not to ask for the 10cents cos it would make me seem petty, and i was still tired from all the DDR-ing anyway. stupid person. >:( how could i be stupid enough to trust her, too!

ugh. hmpf.

I THINK THAT LOVE CONTRACT IS SUCH A CUTE DRAMA! (: mike he is super cute inside! 8D hahahahaha! he's amusing. hoho. there's not only his cool side but the cute side, too! xD

went to my grandma's house today. fun! haha. but er, not much comments. :/

tomorrow's back to school. :(

love tall people. like me!

2007-05-31T09:37:00.000+08:00

Looking back I know that
Everything was exactly how it shoulda been
Going through the ups and downs
I know now
It all had a reason
Getting here
Through all my fears
You were there to guide me
I look to the sky above
I'm reminded of your love
And your blessings

Tall. we're tall! :D

Kbox was amazingly fun! sang songs i never did before, and for the first time in my life i felt myself sing so loudly! :D without a mike, duh. i would never sing with a mike! CMI lah. hahahaha. it was so fun! and everyone was so hyped up towards the end. if only we were hyper earlier! x) then wouldnt have spent so much time going "you sing la!" "dont want! you sing la!" haha.

after that we went to take neos! first time taking neos in a super LONG time. omg the machine is so fun we took them TWICE! i wanna take that machine again! xD it's so cute and fun! hahaha.

after that rong meiling and i decided to shop for a while more since we still had time to spare. hoho tried clothes at 77th street and i really liked that top! but it was so expensive. D: so i couldnt buy it in the end, sigh.

but it's okay help me save money. HAHA lol. xp

& my love for you goes on and on and on;

results collection tmr! :O

2007-05-29T15:28:00.000+08:00

aiyah, heck. anyway i already expect what i will get. what i can do now is to work hard, no?

TMR IS KBOX DAYYYYYYY! I CANT WAIT I CANT WAIT YAY. :)

i love love love love TA.

welfare project!

2007-05-27T22:51:00.000+08:00

it was quite fun, hahaha. and the person was really nice! mr aziz :) actually all the people there were nice. hahaha. then we were in charge of goodie bag distribution along with the SAF people. hoho they were er, weird. hahaha and i think that they thought we were angry with them! cos they did something. ah wells but i felt bad that we kept running off so frequently so many times. :/ because mr aziz kept giving us coupons to spend! x3 heh. he's really really so nice. i regret buying 5 stones! D: but nevermind, shall play it one day. hehe. anyway i lost my old one :/ must relive my childhood! :D

stay until super late, like 7pm. love the goodie bag! we had teddy bears! :D nice mr aziz again. and the SAF people were super gay. hahaha! xD

overall i had fun! (: yaaaaay.

Radio Star!

2007-05-25T23:01:00.000+08:00

RULES:
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next
button to get your answer.
3. Put the last title of the song as
the subject
4. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG
NAME DOWN
NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!!!

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY"
YOU SAY ?
La La La - Se7en

WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR
PERSONALITY?
简单 - Evan Yo

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
My Girl - SS501 (okay i shall assume that the guy will always call me his girl XD)

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Pay Day - Tasha (hoho got back money from training camp, yay! xD)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Sexyback - Seungri version (O.o?!)

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
空秋千 - 林宇中

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF
YOU?
听妈妈的话 - 周杰伦 (hoho i'm a good girl!:D)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
Step by step - DBSK (hmm.yeah i guess they do take things step by step:D)

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Thank You - SGWannabe (hmm.-.-?!)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BESTIES?
砂時計 (Sunadokei) - NewS

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE
PERSON YOU LIKE?
Bad Boy - Wonder Girls (!! xD)

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN
YOU GROW UP?
Irony - Wonder Girls (okay this doesnt make sense -.-)

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE
PERSON YOU LIKE?
Kotoba wa Iranai - DBSK

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
皇帝 - 胡彦斌 (hahaha! xD does this mean i'm pampered? O.O!)

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR
WEDDING?
失眠的睡美人 - 楊丞琳（how to dance to this! xD)

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR
FUNERAL?
Chocolate - NewS (i love this song, but. my FUNERAL?! xD)

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
翻不完的夏天 - Evan Yo (?)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
Se7olution - Se7en (heh?)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Wonder Woman - Tasha (yeah i'm sure i'm one xD)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Me We - Tasha (we're together, then. i hope it's what it means! xD)

WHAT SONG WILL BE THE SUBJECT
WHEN YOU REPOST?
Radio Star - SS501

hahahah so boliao. xD

anyway yesterday and today were pretty fun! (: yesterday was fun cos while waiting for our video to be burnt, we took many spastic pics with our darling imac! :D it was so funnnnnn hahaha. then went to macs to eat shaker fries ^^ fattening, i know. salty, i know. unhealthy, i know. but i must eat-all-i-can before i embark on my exercise routine!

hahha. today was the last day of school! not much of a big deal though, just that i was super restless for the whole day. first time i ever doodled so much during chinese, first time i ever felt so sian for the whole day. GAH!

but!

after that we went to sakae! fun! nice! yummy! exciting! we got to sit at the platform seats. so interesting! and fun! :D after feeling very full xiangy and i took a walk outside and we decided to go see what was wrong with my poddie! well the person just set it to factory settings and asked me to try again.

i hope fun days never end! :D

IMCB <3

2007-05-19T17:25:00.000+08:00

IMCB was fun! :D got to know quite a few people, but there are still people whose names i dont know. x( heh i was quite quiet there, moohaha.

anyway our experiment was cell cycle regulation, haha. so we were doing the mitosis thingy. FORMALDEHYDE stops the cell's movement exactly at that time point! hahaha that's the only thing i remember. oh and shmoos! cute name eh? xD

my lab partner was a quiet but hyperactive acsi boy, min kai. lol he was always playing with the stuff on the bench xD and throughout the three days i got my confirmation that acsi boys are very rich. hahaha.

jeannie/ginny/genie, one of our lab instructors, was damn ~~gay~~ funny. x) LEECHES! haha him and his stories. and adventures. and squeaky voice. and everything. :D and always yelling at the top of his voice "STUDENTS!"

then there was ron too! at first i thought he was a meano, cos he was super strict with us and mean and everything. but he's actually very nice! :D hahaha. he was the cameraman when we took the pics too!

and there's all the female instructors. i only know honghwa's name. >< the indian lady and the other lady who studied in australia were also very nice! i think i liked them the best. haha.

then of course, there were the students! us! lol bench two and three were always very noisy, so they called themselves the talk cock bench. hahaha most of the rgs people (there were 9 of us!) hung around with the acjc girls, charlene and gloria. charlene's been to imcb five times already! so lucky kae. gloria's an indian dancer, how cool is that!

ohyea, and there was this korean njc guy there too! whoo he can dance and beatbox and b-boy too O.O he's cool!

oh, and there's another acjc guy who's name is er. dicky. HAHA.

eeks sadly i didnt get to know any of the TJC people. :/ ah wells!

click on the image to see a larger version!

these three days werent wasted, definitely. :D

sigh, back to school. bio spa next monday! eeks.

GAH!

2007-05-17T21:26:00.002+08:00

omg. my GPA is screwed.

and when i say screwed, i dont mean RGS screwed. i mean, REALLY screwed.

ugh i'm so depressed about my results i really am! ): i should really really work hard during the june holidays.

things that i need to work hard on like mad during the holidays:

PHYSICS
- check up on current topic we're learning and try to learn too!
- buy textbook/bring home the textbook in schl heh.
- practice and do ASPEN wksts!
CHEM
- do ASPEN work!
- revise all the stuffs
- TEXTBOOK! :/
MATH (very impt! 2x weightage!)
- ask daddy to teach me differentiation
- ask minjia/NoPT to teach me wksts that i missed in schl
- prac all wksts and even those in the txtbook!
- if got wkbk, DO!
BIO
- prac essays! send to biolim
- study all the stuff we've learnt so far
- pack bio log x|

monday - physics
tuesday - chem
wednesday - math
thursday - math
friday - bio

math is double weightage you see.
sigh so sian!
and NOPE, saturday and sunday arent slack days.
they are read-books-and-newspapers-for-the-whole-day days, or choose-another-topic-of-your-own-choice-to-do days.

How could this happen to me?
I've made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?

if i could, i wanna rewind everything and restart my life from nothing. there's so many things i regret doing, and so many things i regret NOT doing. :( so saddening.

GAH!

2007-05-17T21:26:00.001+08:00

omg. my GPA is screwed.

and when i say screwed, i dont mean RGS screwed. i mean, REALLY screwed.

ugh i'm so depressed about my results i really am! ): i should really really work hard during the june holidays.

things that i need to work hard on like mad during the holidays:

PHYSICS
- check up on current topic we're learning and try to learn too!
- buy textbook/bring home the textbook in schl heh.
- practice and do ASPEN wksts!
CHEM
- do ASPEN work!
- revise all the stuffs
- TEXTBOOK! :/
MATH (very impt! 2x weightage!)
- ask daddy to teach me differentiation
- ask minjia/NoPT to teach me wksts that i missed in schl
- prac all wksts and even those in the txtbook!
- if got wkbk, DO!
BIO
- prac essays! send to biolim
- study all the stuff we've learnt so far
- pack bio log >< class="std_font">

How could this happen to me?
I've made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?

if i could, i wanna rewind everything and restart my life from nothing. there's so many things i regret doing, and so many things i regret NOT doing. :( so saddening.

GAH!

2007-05-17T21:26:00.000+08:00

omg. my GPA is screwed.

and when i say screwed, i dont mean RGS screwed. i mean, REALLY screwed.

ugh i'm so depressed about my results i really am! ): i should really really work hard during the june holidays.

things that i need to work hard on like mad during the holidays:

PHYSICS
- check up on current topic we're learning and try to learn too!
- buy textbook/bring home the textbook in schl heh.
- practice and do ASPEN wksts!
CHEM
- do ASPEN work!
- revise all the stuffs
- TEXTBOOK! :/
MATH (very impt! 2x weightage!)
- ask daddy to teach me differentiation
- ask minjia/NoPT to teach me wksts that i missed in schl
- prac all wksts and even those in the txtbook!
- if got wkbk, DO!
BIO
- prac essays! send to biolim
- study all the stuff we've learnt so far
- pack bio log >< class="std_font">

How could this happen to me?
I've made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?

if i could, i wanna rewind everything and restart my life from nothing. there's so many things i regret doing, and so many things i regret NOT doing. :( so saddening.

200 pounds of beauty

2007-05-14T23:26:00.001+08:00

WATCHED IT TODAY!! even though i guess big screen would have been a million times better, but this was satisfying enough! it's a damn damn damn good show, and everyone should watch it! :D it's so touching~

YAWN i'm so tired. GAH but 200 pounds of beauty is super worth it! ^^ finding the ostttt. eek i dont feel like going to school tomorrow :(

then again, ever since i started doing so super badly, i never really enjoyed school. dont feel like as if much hard work can pay off anymore. ah wells. from tomorrow onwards i'm going to be a good girl! i hope ><

2007-05-13T14:46:00.000+08:00

aiyoh school starts proper tomorrow again. i dont wanttttttttt D:

have been watching jap dramas lately. heh. i love nobuta wo produce! it's so cute and funny hahahahaha xD

and daddy says:

2007-05-07T23:25:00.000+08:00

"piss in the hand!"

me: O.o?!

haha. so that's the new phrase i learnt today! piss in the hand! rather easy to remember too, eh? it has the same meaning as 易如反掌, but.

"no, it's not easy to piss in your hand!"
"yes it is, you just piss la!"
"no, it's so... disgusting! >< "
"no lor, just aim and piss la!"
"gross! it's so hard to piss in the hand. they should change it to 'as difficult as pissing in the hand'. only barbarians will piss in the hand!"
*stoned silence*

"imagine if i wrote that in my primary school compo."
"haha. your teacher will appreciate it if he/she were an Australian."
*thinks: ya hor, daddy studied in australia.*
"but the teacher wont be. it'd be ms ng! hahaha imagine her eyes bulging like mad!"
"yeah, i dont think she'll appreciate that. she'd come running to me and scold me."
"lol."

eee there's a weird insect gliding around in my room! meeep!

koyama koyama koyama koyama koyamaaaaa *cute cute cute*

hoho i'm dead for geog tomorrow. hardly any info got into my head. i hope they ask us to get info from map evidence only! then i dont need to care. just anyhow elaborate can liao. heh.

*slaps* dream on ning.

waiting for the MYAs to be over is like waiting for a slug to sluggishly cross the finishing line. -yawns.

xD

2007-05-06T22:48:00.002+08:00

Create your own Friend Test here

WARNING: it's very lame! xD

whoever knew of love so strong?

2007-05-05T22:26:00.001+08:00

to all you people out there who think that fathers generally dont love that much, you really have to watch THIS.

it's really very touching to see how much parents (in particular this guy's father) sacrifice for their child's happiness. go and watch it okay! whether you're studying for MYAs, or just slacking your butt off, it's worth that mere five to six minutes of your time.

if i were this guy's parents i probably wouldnt have half as much will as they do.

谁说世上只有妈妈好？

can you imagine how sad and hurt daddies are when they listen to this song?

yup, definitely, mommies probably, or rather surely know better and more than daddies, but does that rule out the possibility that mommies and daddies love and know equally much? why do many people prefer their mommies to their daddies? what about those who dont have mommies?
oh, the irony.

i'm sorry, i love you

2007-05-05T17:16:00.000+08:00

just finished watching sorry i love you. GAH i know, what a time to be watching kdramas but i couldnt help it! xD yesterday it felt like as if all the MYAs were already over!

watched till 2am yesterday, cos i couldnt stop! finished the remaining 3 episodes just. it's sad!

but i think one litre of tears was sadder. i cried for one litre of tears, but i didnt for this. hmm i wonder why. maybe cos the screen was too small for me to feel anything ><

ahhh i cant wait for MYAs to be overrrr! then i can watch all my favourited dramas in crunchyroll that i have yet to watch. hahaha.

KOYAMA-KUNNNNN. lovelove he's so cute. x3 actually the whole of NewS is cute! :D hahaha. including kusano-kun of course. he was born 15feb88! hahaha. yeah i know, i was feeling boliao. that's how i found about NewS anyway. hahaha.

GAH i dont wanna start studyinggggg. dinner at my grandma's house tonight, FATS!

ohyea, my stupid poddie refuses to be synchronised! D: there's something wrong with it, hmpf. WANT TO RESTORE FACTORY SETTINGS ALSO CANNOT! ugh. pooey.

i'm addicted to irony by wonder girls! hahaha. it's very catchy, and the mv's dang cute. xD

hoho it's been a long time since i've been onto girl bands! but they're real good, and young, too. DANG I FEEL OLD. D:

hmm i shall stop using dang and replace it with fats. so that i will be motivated to jian fei! HAHAHA lol. -.-

The Bottom Line

It's time to apply extra diligence to your latest task! Keep your head down.

In Detail

Now is the time to apply some extra diligence to your latest task! A great deal of progress can be made if you just stick to it. So you'd be very wise to put on a pair of blinders and just keep pressing forward today. Avoid distractions of any kind, no matter how interesting or flirtatious they might be. It's true that if you keep your head down, you'll miss the view, but right now your current surroundings are nowhere near as important as where you're going.

): i've been slacking the whole day away. EEK. okayokay i'll study i'll study, sigh.

Revision Timetable!

2007-05-01T14:22:00.000+08:00

hehehe YAY! i'm finally learning to become a tad more hardworking. x)

TUESDAY (today):
- math
- geog

WEDNESDAY:
- math
- social studies

THURSDAY:
- social studies! D:

FRIDAY:
- chinese
- geog

SATURDAY:
- geog
- chinese

SUNDAY:
- chinese
- math

MONDAY:
- geog

TUESDAY:
- math

NEWS!

2007-04-29T23:35:00.000+08:00

NORTH EAST WEST SOUTH WHO'S THE BEST!

hohoho. i was randomly looking for famous people who shared the same birthday as me, then i came across kasuno-kun! hohoho he's super funny! hehehe and duh he shares the same birthday as me! xD hahaha.

watch this video: CLICK!
katsuno is super cute in there! HAHAHA. he's the first one that they wake up. omg he sleeps in a SHELF when he has a proper bed! hahahahahaah omg super funny! x3

hohoho i like kayoma too! and i realised that yamapi is the one that i always see in jap dramas.

and it seems like i have alot of fate with this group. aso-chan from one litre of tears is also from this band! 8D his real name is ryo. hahaha omg lovelove!

hoho yes i'm back to my fangirling self. but i need to buck up for studies already! ><

okay. i'll slack after MYAs! i promise x/

and reminder to self: DOWNLOAD THIS: http://www.megaupload.com/?d=17W44V20

no time to download already, i'm currently downloading the first part liao!

kae time to sleep already. toodles!

遇见

2007-04-28T15:50:00.000+08:00

听见冬天的离开
我在某年某月醒过来
我想我等我期待
未来却不能理智安排

阴天傍晚车窗外
未来有一个人在等待
向左向右向前看
爱要拐几个弯才来

我遇见谁会有怎样的对白
我等的人他在多远的未来
我听见风来自地铁和人海
我排著队拿著爱的号码牌

我往前飞飞过一片时间海
我们也常在爱情里受伤害
我看著路梦的入口有点窄
我遇见你是最美丽的意外

终有一天我的谜底会揭开

ah this is such an old song but i like it so much! was randomly humming songs in my head then suddenly this song came up! x3 i was so happy that imeem.com has it! hahaha lol.

fracture!

2007-04-28T15:07:00.000+08:00

went to watch movie with sunchao yesterday. COUGH i waited for... ONE HOUR LEH! then it started raining coughcoughcough. so when we could have initially avoided the rain we were caught in the rain! hahaha but neverminds. i'm nice :D hehehe.

watched fracture! it's a good movie. :) i rate: ****! last star is absent cos we both felt that the plot generally was quite guessable. haha. but it was good! :D hehe luckily we didnt go watch the last mimzy x3

after that we went to buy my shoes! yay i like my new shoes :D they were ex, though x( money just flew away! but i like them alot alot, yay.

slept rather early yesterday, and woke up at 12.30 >< initially i woke up at 6 plus, cos i was cold (my blanky fell onto the floor) but i was too numbed to pick it up. then i woke up at 9.30 again to pick up my blanky (it was too cold) then i woke up at 11.30 but decided to sleep just a bit more and in the end i woke up at 12.30. hahaha.

summer cleaning my room now! hohoho byebye -waves.

bad day :(

2007-04-26T20:29:00.000+08:00

today was a pretty bad day. sigh. got back all three science papers, GAH. it was terrible. terrible terrible terrible. i'm probably the worst student in the whole of RGS! D: really.

haiyah shant talk about it.

anyway yearmates were so sweet. :) cos i finally broke down in the room, then they comforted me and meiling gave me chocolate too! after that went out with yile rong meiling shopping! xD haha i felt much better with company around. if i had just gone home without any distractions previously i think i would have just broke down in front of my dad, feeling guilty. ><

of course, i still feel guilty towards him, but i think i'll only tell him next year. hehehe if it's possible. maybe i'll just tell him the chem marks. cos he's seeing mrs toh! EEEK. meanwhile, i'd better jiayou for my SPAs so that i can pull up my marks! x(

anyway, yes shopping. went to lucky plaza first, hoho. there got alot of cheap clothes, but not really very nice. x) yile and i were saying that if the two of them hadn't wanted to step in here, we'd never have entered lucky plaza, or at least enter it for such a long time. xD hahaha. usually i just go to the macdonalds there :3

after that we decided to go to this fashion at dhoby. ahhhhh i saw something nice but i couldnt buy it! D: dang. i dont care june holidays i shall go find it! xD if fate allows it should still be there by then..

anyway i went home all chirpy and happy. i thank God for these people, really.

love.

The Bottom Line
No one else is going to put your needs first if you don't. Be self-reliant.

In Detail
Nothing in life is a sure thing -- especially right now, when someone you were counting on is much more interested in moving toward a personal goal than in fulfilling an obligation to you. Instead of worrying that you did something wrong, stand up for yourself. It's time to downgrade this person to a lower status in your life. After all, if he or she never thinks of you first, then you're going to have to do so!

see! even friendster horoscope is telling me to be self-reliant. eh the "in detail" part i dont understand though. hahaha. but i definitely need to be self-reliant if i want to do well in my other tests from now on! x( it's already my last year in rgs, so i'd better make it a success!

BIG BANG! version 2.

2007-04-25T23:55:00.000+08:00

hahaha new skin! it's black this time, i realised i havent been using black for a long time x)

hmmm i still kinda prefer the last one. i dunno, see the comments i get first! hahaha.

i have done 19 out of 35 stupid things before.

2007-04-24T22:24:00.000+08:00

[x] Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were talking.
[ ] Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were NOT talking.
[ ]You have ran into a glass/ screen door.
[x]You have jumped out of a moving vehicle.
[x]You have thought of something funny and laughed, then people gave you weird looks.

So far : 3

[ ] When you were snowboarding u have ran into a tree/ bush/ PEOPLE.
[ ] You know that it IS possible to lick your elbow.
[-.-] You JUST tried to lick your elbow.
[ ] You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle Twinkle Little Star have the same rhythm.
[ ] You just tried to sing them

So far : 4

[x] You have tripped on your shoelace and fallen.
[x] You have choked on your own spit.
[x] You have seen the Matrix and still don't get it.
[ ]Your hair is naturally blonde
[x] People have called you slow

So far : 8

[ ] You have accidentally/ purposely caught something on fire
[ ] You tried to drink out of a straw, but it went into your nose/ eyes.
[x] You have caught yourself drooling.
[x] You've fallen asleep in class.

So far : 10

[x] Sometimes you just stop thinking.
[x] You are telling a story and forget what you were talking about
[x] People are often shaking their heads and walking away from you
[ ]You are often told to use your "inside voice".
[ ]You use your fingers to do simple math.

So far : 13

[ ] You have eaten a bug
[x] You are taking this test when you should be doing something more important
[x] You have put your clothes on backwards or inside out, and didn't realize it
[x] You've looked all over for something and realized it was right by you.
[ ] You've woken up in someone else's house and freaked out because you didn't remember where you are.

So far : 16

[ ] You've reposted bulletins because you were scared that what they say would happen to you if you didn't.
[ ] You break a lot of things.

So far : 16

[x] Your friends know not to use big words around you
[x] You tilt your head or make a weird face when you're confused
[x] You have fallen out of your chair before

So far : 19

[ ] When you're laying in bed, you try to find pictures in the texture of the ceiling (nah i'm too blind to see anything xD)
[ ] The word "umm" is used many times a day. (i go ehhh so it's not counted :D)

So far : 19

HAHA NOT BAD IMMA 19! lol this is so embarrassing. :3

2007-04-23T18:59:00.000+08:00

all of the sudden, it feels like as if the world loves me so so so much.

thank God for these people. :)

HAHAHA, anyways, after that mushy bit, i am proud to announce that I DIDNT DIE FOR PFT! WHOOHOO i am so contented with a pass, tsk! hahaha. but who cares! :D i dont! hehehehehe yayy!

today was a fun and high day. :D though sometimes i was really, really dumb. but i dont care! i'm happy and that's that.

HOHO TRIPSCI PAPERS ARE GOING TO BE RETURNED ON THURSDAY AND I'M WORRIED. i wont be surprised if i fail all three. eeek! ><

ning, HWAITING!

i miss being nice ning.

:D

2007-04-22T22:10:00.000+08:00

I'M VERY HAPPY TODAY!

but i havent done any homework.

geez!

overdue homework that's still undone:
- math assignment 1 (okay this is history. due 3 weeks ago or so!)
- chinese jianbao (heh)
- chem prac wkst (i didnt bother eek!)
- ss fa (oops i better get it done or i'll die for ~~eoy~~ mya! [what a stupid name])
- physics wkst (HOHO marked in schl alr i took down the ans!)

hoho and current homework:
- 4 math assignments (of course not due so soon lah)
- some weird bio thingy
- physics wkst

hehe. and guess what? yup, i dont think i'll be doing any of it tonight. maybe only chinese, cos laoshi's very nice and she keeps on saying she'll book us. :/

BUT,
I'M STILL VERY HAPPY TODAY :D

c",)

2007-04-21T19:55:00.000+08:00

today was a happy day! :D i enjoyed the whole day today, well at least till i was on my way home and noticed something irritating. x( okay i shall elaborate later. ^^

went to school in the morning for RS. at first it was quite sian, but after that we got high! and it was fun doing voice over, hahaha. and we didnt exceed 100 takes for the voice overs! YAAAAAY to us! hahahaha xD though the first scene itself took 32 tries already! hahaha. it was still fun, hehehe. we did all the way till 2pm! didnt get to watch the fashion show cos it was already so late :(

after that went for kfc for lunch. i hate kfc! i dunno why, i just dont like it.(especially the far east branch eek!) it's yucky >< ate the new thingy that they're selling, and hoho i didnt like it, as expected. ah wells. then went around shoping with shusi to while away time before her tuition, haha. we walked till our legs suan like mad! can die! haha. but on the way home something super irritating happened. ugh. i cant believe how heartless and inconsiderate singaporeans are. when i was on the mrt there was this really old uncle who was grabbing on to the hanging handrail thing of the mrt with both hands, looking unbalanced, yet no one offered their seats for him! UGH. and he's really old okay. worse, when he finally got himself a seat (he slowly walked there), there was an even older auntie who got onto the mrt. guess what happened? right! no one gave up their seats for the old auntie. the old auntie was even older than the old uncle. so guess what happened again? right! the old uncle gave up HIS seat so that the older auntie could sit! SO NICE RIGHT. AND THE PEOPLE NEXT TO HIM WERE JUST STARING GUILTILY. no use looking guilty but not helping alrights! then he went back to grabbing the handrails tightly with both his hands. :( he grabbed it like as if he would fall if he didnt grab tight enough, and it made me mad just thinking of the people next to him not giving up their seats for him. ugh those singaporeans are so selfish and mean! :( i hope it wont be the case when i grow up! UGHHH.

HOHO presentinggg...

THE WATERMELON STORY! (the watermelon was really sweet, by the way.)

q-watermelon (quarter-melon) was leading a happy and peaceful life.

when... SOMEONE DECIDED TO EAT IT!

but it was too big!

so, q-watermelon was horribly,

chopped into two.

no more q-watermelon.

YAY that was fun :D innovative eh? HAHAHA xD and doesnt the last pic look bloody!

hahaha. xp

your own source of happiness comes from yourself. :)

:)

2007-04-19T21:00:00.000+08:00

have been cheering up recently, cos there's a saying that goes like

RAINBOWS APPEAR AFTER A GLOOMY SKY.

or some rubbish like that. hahaha. sorry la my memory cannot make it! i should go drink essence of chicken. havent tasted it in my entire life before though. must be disgusting since my parents never ever fed me that before. haha.

math test was screwed. kok and i were super happy that we passed though, cos NoPT said that there were 4 failures so we were super scared that we would fail! x( haha and as i forecasted, i got my first question and last question totally wrong! :/ ah wells. probability that jianing will never understand probability ever=1. okays then better study harder for trigo! which reminds me, my transformation wkst is blank ._. GAHH! it's a wonder i actually survived RGS for 3 years, seeing that i always scraped a 2.8 GPA and hovered around there, never ever improving much. so much so, grades have become non-important to me already.

but my daddy thinks that i'm a smart and hardworking girl in school. THAT'S THE PROBLEM! cos i'm certainly not! D: he's discovered my weakness for chem and physics already, and if he hears of my math test results i think he'll faint. :/ ah wells, better keep it from him then!

have been spending alot of time with my daddy recently. i dunno why. i guess i'm just afraid. aren't you?

it's words like these that hurt.
sometimes i dunno if i still belong.
somehow i still feel that pain.
but it's okay, i'm learning to cope.

:D

2007-04-16T21:25:00.000+08:00

now i know why i was emo-ing so much, though technically i shouldnt blame it on the m and should blame myself instead, haha.

THERE'S ONLY 4 DAYS TO THE BIG M.

okay, that was stupid. and i guess it was aggravated from the fact that i had one whole day to emo to myself.

enough excuses ning. though i was still emoing this morning, and i think it was one of my worst. :/ GAH sorry minjia! you had to endure my emoing throughout almost the whole math lesson. and stupid NPT just had to come over to talk to me. HELLO I'M EMOING DANGER! BEWARE! KEEP OUT! i'm telling you he has no common sense. -.-

okay enough about that stupid emoing thing. x\ thanks to everyone who cared :) SARANGHAEYO!

anyway, tomorrow is

PHYSICAL FITNESS TEST.

aka 2.4 km run.

aka DEATH TIME.

tomorrow is going to be the day whereby jianing will just die halfway during her run. D: gosh i cant even run ONE round without panting!

oh, and wait till next monday comes and it's time for the 5 items. i will just die for standing broad jump! as usual, seeing how my legs are so short and fat. and i cant sit and reach for nuts, i wish they could let us sit cross-legged and reach! and for shuttle run, why cant we just run one straight line! i hate having to bend down cos it slows me down! eeeee. and i have no arm muscles nor stomach muscles to speak of, so my IPU and sit-ups are all goners.

GAHHHHHHHHH.

alrights. time for bed! :D nights yall. happy mugging/studying/homeworking. i havent done any of that, as usual. maybe tomorrow. today's just been too tiring. i felt so insignificant. but it's alright, other people have more interesting personalities than i. just that walking back to class alone was... saddening. made me feel unwanted. same for recess. maybe it's because i've been giving in too much. always pulling extra people along because i know i would be a bore to whoever was with me. trying to hype things up, but after things get hyped up i end up being the sad one because no one cares and everyone dismisses me as crappy and stupid. but i'll be fine in time, i think.

beware. emo-ing in progress.

2007-04-14T21:13:00.000+08:00

sigh why does everyone seem to be leading such happy lives. i dunno, i think i'm just pms-ing. rong seemed to have a fun week. hmm let me review my week too.

monday - tired
tuesday - lonely
wednesday - uninvolved
thursday - disappointed
friday - sad
saturday - upset

:( a whole new spectrum huh?

i'm fake, admit it. i put up a front all the time, i know it. i try to smile, knowing i cant and shouldnt, i say things when i dont mean them, and i attempt to be a happy girl that everyone knows.

i never do things right. i make people upset. i make people disappointed. i make people angry. and all this frustrates me. why cant i just do things right? i cant even study right. i flunk my studies, and i flunk in life. where's the discipline? i guess that's just a front that's put up as well. just a fake "discipline". looks oh-so-mighty eh? looks oh-so-strong.

ugh i'm even starting to doubt our friendship. will it really last? is it really forever? i really want it to last. but by then, will i just be the forgotten one? cos you keep saying 'dont tell you' like everything shouldnt be my business. but didnt we promise that we'll tell each other everything? maybe you were just kidding, but i feel so out of place. okay, so i'm not always high, i dont always talk much. and i talk crap that no one understands. probably only you know that i'm capable of saying nothing but crap. probably only you can put up with it. but everyone has their limits, and i guess your limit is reaching already.

i hate myself for thinking this way, but i cant stop myself either.

double-faced asshole. i hate you.

but at least i still have Him. Lord help me change! i dont want to live my life this way, feeling so upset and my heart feels so heavy all the time. i dont want.

RG Guides AA 07

2007-04-14T00:08:00.000+08:00

AA was great! :D hahaha they were all super high, then we were just watching them, all amused. ^^ it's my third time attending AA already, so i guess it was not too different, just that this time, we were watching people from our batch do their thing! so it was really fun. haha and as i was told yearmates, that they love to bomb each other, i was right! while we were just entering, we could hear the bombings already. hahaha. it was funny :D hehe. the performances were nice, and the plot/story was really cute! hahahaha the gingerbread man going around to get a wifey! xD or at least i think it was something like that. heh. was quite hard to catch the story with all the distractions like games and screamings and performances :) hurhur well done yearmates! it was scary but fun i guess. xD i kept banging into chelsea though. eeks! i was shaking before AND after we performed! somehow it was even scarier than talentime, i wonder why. :/ maybe cos we havent been practicing much, and somemore this time got so many people i know watching. yikes.

i'm really sorry and i really didnt mean it! ugh. i hope you know it hurts cos you mean alot to me :( GAH.i think i'm overly sensitive. no, not about this. i AM very sensitive in nature. i just dont like to show it, that's all. i hate being weak.

fulllllllll.

2007-04-09T19:53:00.000+08:00

The Bottom Line

You can't look to anyone else for the discipline you need. Do the right thing.

In Detail

They say that children need discipline in order to be happy and healthy -- and grownups need rules in their lives, too! You won't be able to look to anyone else for the guidelines or the positive reinforcement you're looking for right now -- you will have to give yourself the discipline you need. You know what the right choice is, so force yourself to make it. If you let yourself off the hook this time, you will probably regret it (or at least feel guilty for a long time).

zomgg this sounds so much like my daddy it's freaky! O.O

anyway first aspen lesson today. it's okay la. not bad, i guess. and i was feeling so tired and lifeless the whole day i didnt feel like going to school! GAH. but i still did, haha. i feel stupid x) WHAT AM I TYPING MAN.

hohoho merry christmas. i ate sushi for dinner and i had durian after that :D

omg imma fatty! GAH. :/ everyone tells me that D:

2007-04-07T22:37:00.000+08:00

hahaha night out with my family today. at first i was feeling really sian and felt like the whole world was against me cos the day didnt go well AT ALL. and my dad was being stupid and irritating, as always. he seems to think that being with us does not make him happy. let me tell you, it's that mentality of his that's taking us further apart from each other. UGH. okay enough of it i'm supposed to be happy in this post anyway. x)

so after some coffeeshop dinner we went to macdonalds! XD my aunt wanted to treat us to icecream, hahaha so my bro and i got a sundae each while my cousins ordered mcflurries. then after that we got bored so we walked around macs and took photos with our dear boyfriends, ronald and macdonald. xD

then we went to the park! i was scared of seeing APU******S and siying was scared of seeing ghosts. xD but with the 3 musketeers leading us we were less scared la. then we started to play on the swings! XD cos there were the 5 of us and there were 6 swings. but 2 were baby swings. so initially siying didnt get to play, then after a while i let her. then i was watching them play, AND IT WAS HILARIOUS! XD HAHAHA. cos you must take into account the size of my bro and my cousin! HAHAHA then it was super funny. my cousin went to sit on the baby swing! then his whole body was straight and motionless except for his legs and his mouth and he was going "AHH my ass hurts! AHHH!" xD HAHAHA. which should be quite true la. HAHA.

played alot at the playground and i felt really really happy :)

i'm glad i have such great relatives :D and it would really do better if my paternal side was as good as them :/ i feel so distant from my paternal side, sometimes even my dad. ><

i dont know.. it's just hard to communicate with him now, cos there are so many things that i cant tell him, cos it'd just make him mad. like i cant even complain. if i go things like "gahhhhh i got a sunburn today :((((" he'll just start nagging about how i should put sunblock and take care of my own skin and all that rubbish. AHHHHH. mooooohoohoo. haiyah. at least i still had a happy day! :D

haii. just that we didnt get to do our GOH! D: pracced so hard all for nothing. sigh. GOT ALL SUNBURNT ALL FOR NOTHING! D:

but tomorrow it's church with rong! YAAAY! :DDDDD

i dont care anymore. not about you, not about what you say, not about anything at all. you hurt me real deep, know that.

8)

2007-04-06T23:41:00.000+08:00

hoho i'm super energetic now! cos i slept for 14 hours yesterday! hahaha.

it was stupid, i tell you. i was planning to nap for a while in front of my computer, then i fell asleep instead. luckily i didnt drool, if not my ss pt would be gone. HAHA kidding la. xD anyway i did a new copy of the cartoon cos it was ugly anyway. ahahha. anyway, the windows were open, then my daddy came in, then he was like "why are you sleeping here! go and sleep on the bed, shoo!" then i dragged myself to my bed and he helped me close two windows (i have three, btw.) then i was groggily pointing to the last window and said "still got one moreeee" but apparently he didnt hear. then i had to close it myself before going to sleep. while i was sleeping i was even thinking of my destroyed timetable for today. SIGH.

hahaha so i woke up at 9am today! what a good girl right. :D (if you want to know what time i slept go do your maths haha) finished my ss pt and my daddy understands it! :D he was praising me oh thankyou thankyou. now i can only hope ms lim thinks the same way too! eeeks.

anyway must thank minjia for helping me submit tmr! :D

and GOH for WRCD is tomorrow! GAH. whole day's goneeeeeee. i want to go out! D: hopefully sunchao still wants to go out at 4.30. hehe. but i'll be stinky and i'll be carrying a whole load of stuff. :/ GAH. i dunno lah. BWAHHHH.

hohoho i shall go watch BAD FAMILY. hahahaha.

.

2007-04-05T18:07:00.000+08:00

“说了一个谎言，
你就必须说更多谎言遮住第一个谎言，
这个道理，
难道没有人跟你说过吗？”

有。

but i cant help it! i mean, all these white lies. i dont know, i guess i just need that bit of privacy. :/ trust me, i'll tell you the truth one day. <3

HOHO nicole and i have decided to be hardworking from now on! YAAY to becoming hardworking! ^^ i need to pull up my socks, seriously. :/ if they go any lower i'll get booked and get a straight BETA. of course, not literally.

oh, and by the way, the quote was from corner*with love :D it's not exact, but it's along those lines. haha it's a nice show! :)

i'm feeling the love :D

2007-04-04T21:25:00.000+08:00

it's people like you who make me smile all day long. like there's absolutely no reason for me to smile, no reason to me to be high, but here i am, smiling like a retard to myself, getting high at nothing at all.

:D

AH. i love you all. love love love love. my friends, family, whoever! however much i've screwed myself academically this year, i dont care. <3

HOHOHO

2007-04-03T20:45:00.000+08:00

some people are just SO FUNNY. xD

heyhey where's my risk for today! hahaha why am i being so stupid anyway. HAHA.

boo i have to mug for math :(

i dont wanttttttt.

EE i cant stand you.

2007-04-02T22:23:00.000+08:00

hey VEE.

i hope you know that you stink like PEE.

you're so disgusting and irresponsible and horrible! you dont deserve what you have, slackerass! even i'm better off than you are.

-sticks tongue out and makes a disgusted face at VEE, but apparently cant make it cos VEE is so horrible looking it's vomit-inducing.i dont want to go home with you. obvious enough?

GAH.

2007-04-02T22:00:00.000+08:00

GAH.
life is so boring.

do ss pt.
do math revisions.
do chinese paper2.
do chinese wkst.
do ting xie revision.

so many things to do.

if only we could study without having to excel in it,
if only we could study without having tests and performance tasks and stupid things like that,
if only we could go to school like it was a playground and still have our future secured,
if only we could do things we wanted,
if only we could enjoy life,
if only we could be happy,
if only.

if only life didnt have rules.
if only life was all good.

-snaps back into reality.

i seem to have drifted away from them. i dont want to.

and i want to watch campus superstar, boo.

i need to spice up my life. it's getting boring, sixteen years of being alive. :/

so many things left undone, unaccomplished. how saddening.

FUN :D

2007-03-31T16:04:00.000+08:00

hahaha today was such a fun day! in the morning went to school for RS with shusi and minjia. heh i was late. or rather, BOO i was late. i had to treat them to icecream! MOOO. now i have $2.05 in my wallet. all coins somemore. somebody rob me! hahaha.

anyway RS was physically tiring, really. HAD TO RAISE MY ARM AND FLING AROUND LIKE A MAD WOMAN OKAY. but i'm so glad the filming's over! ^^ finally we can piece the whole thing together :D i'm hoping that it'd turn out good. then my current hand suan-ness will be worth it! hahaha.

after RS we went to toa payoh for lunch. COUGHCOUGHCOUGH. there was a STRONGMAN competition there! HAHA okay i shall not embarrass myself. no details no details! hehe. after lunch at BK (plus ~~a little bit~~ quite alot of heartbreak) we walked around to expel fats. apparently sjab was asking for donations, then we walked to outside mr bean there then shusi was like "eh here got nothing one let's turn back" so minjia and i turned, coincidentally one of the sjab people were asking for a donation. obviously it seemed like as if we were avoiding him! HAHA it was super funny xD in the end shusi made a donation. HAHAHA.

hoho then i went home! watching one litre of tears now. it's so sad! :( i hate diseases.

The Bottom Line

Be careful not to get too lost in fanciful ideas now. Get back down to earth.

In Detail

Be careful not to get too lost in fanciful ideas and metaphysical philosophies right now. Worrying about the origin of the universe (or what you'll do when you win the lottery) is distracting you from what is truly important. Get back down to earth! You need to make an effort to be more grounded and more connected to the people you love. They need your input in their lives more than you realize. Spend some time shooting the breeze with a friend or a family member today.

hmmm okay. but only after i watch 1 litre of tears. xD

i'm normal! HAHAHA.

2007-03-30T19:15:00.000+08:00

16 and under you're anorexic, or
close
to it
17-40 your normal
41-over sorry your a fatty

======

stuff you have eaten/drank this week.

[x] water
[ ] orange juice
[ ] milk
[x] soda
[ ] beer
[ ] champagne
[ ] any other alcohol
[ ] v8
[ ] raspberry tea
[ ] Grape Drink
[ ] cranberry juice
[ ] apple juice
[ ] capri sun
[ ] hi-c
[ ] chocolate milk
[ ] strawberry milk
[ ] coffee
[ ] lemonade
Total: 2

[ ] pizza
[ ] Tacos
[ ] Burritos
[x] Rice
[x] beans
[x] burger
[x] fries
[ ] lays
[ ] baked lays
[ ] subway
[ ] burger king
[ ] McDonalds
[ ] wendys
[ ] checkers
[ ] ham
[ ] cheese
[ ] hot dog
[x] chicken
[ ] turkey
[x] beef
Total: 6

[ ] rice/soy cakes
[ ] chocolate cake
[ ] vanilla cake
[ ] other kind of cake
[ ] bananas
[ ] strawberries
[ ] grapes
[x] chocolate ice cream
[x] vanilla ice cream
[ ] strawberry ice cream
[x] other kind of ice cream
[ ] spaghetti
[ ] spagettios
[ ] fetuccini
[ ] another kinda pasta
Total: 3

[ ] sushi
[ ] shrimp
[ ] lobster
[ ] crab
[ ] mac n cheese
[ ] cookies
[x] pork
[ ] snack cakes
[ ] popcorn
[ ] ramen noddles
[ ] cereal
[ ] crackers
[ ] tiggers
[x] bread
[ ] marshmallows
[ ] oats
[ ] grits
Total: 2

[ ] peanut butter
[ ] jelly
[ ] peanuts
[ ] sunflower seeds
[ ] nuts
[ ] popsicles
[x] lettuce
[x] eggs
[ ] bacon
[ ] poptarts
[ ] doritos
[x] fried chicken
Total: 3

[ ] pudding
[ ] cheesecake
[ ] arbys
[x] CADBURY chocolate
[ ] granola bar
[x] mango
[ ] pineapple
[ ] peach
[x] chicken sandwich
[ ] baked potato
[x] other fruit
Total: 4

add together

hoho i got 20! that was fun. HAHA.

LOVE TA!

2007-03-30T18:58:00.000+08:00

The Bottom Line

Your instincts about someone new on the scene are correct. But stay quiet for now.

In Detail

Your instincts about someone who is new on the scene are right on target, but that doesn't mean you should advertise your opinions to the world at large. Keep this information under your hat for now, or for at least as long as it takes you to get the evidence to back your instincts up. But you might not need to wait -- this person is awfully cocky and careless, and could soon reveal his or her true colors (to the great surprise of many people).

hmmm. the person isnt really someone new though. or maybe it's someone else, but i dunno who! eeeeeeeeeks.

anyways today i had fun in the red cross room! HAHAHA future telling is super fun! we must stay together forever ok! <3

when love just dont seem to stay, go away.

2007-03-29T21:21:00.000+08:00

today's sucha moody day.

but TA's always there to cheer me up :)

looove.

The Bottom Line

Treat yourself the way your Prince or Princess Charming would -- you deserve it!

In Detail

When was the last time you worked on the relationship you have with yourself? Daily affirmations aren't just about staring at yourself in the mirror and saying 'I love you' (although that isn't a bad idea). You need to relish the unique qualities you possess and have a conscious gratitude about being who you are. One way you can do this is by treating yourself to a dream date. Treat yourself the way your Prince or Princess Charming would -- you deserve it!

hmm. abit too late. the day's over and i want to sleep.

but still, this is so sweet. :DDDD but it makes me so.. zilian! HAHAHA. nvm i love myself. i think. other than my fat legs bit butt stupid results and lousy memory, yeah, i guess i love myself pretty much. :)

bottled anger

2007-03-28T21:38:00.000+08:00

The Bottom Line

When a selfish person refuses to negotiate today, walk away.

In Detail

Your life has involved many compromises, which have created greater harmony and strengthened your bonds with friends, family and partners. But not everyone feels that making compromises has been so enriching -- as you will see all too clearly today. Someone with a wide selfish streak will come into your life, and this person is in no mood to negotiate. When he or she says, 'It's my way or the highway,' you should be prepared to hit the road.

serious? but what if it's family! GAH. wasnt in a good mood in the morning. i think nicole could sense it cos she asked me why i was being so quiet. GAH shant elaborate here. makes me sound so.. weak. i'm strong ok!

but TA always makes me smile :) so i was happy. ^^

i cant imagine the day when we'll have to go our separate ways D:

friendster horoscope

2007-03-26T21:37:00.000+08:00

okay, so here i am, friendster horoscoping instead of studying. EEKS. rong and minjia's influence! hahaha.

The Bottom Line
Today is a big-picture day. If you have to let a few small details slide, so be it.

In Detail
You should know by now that perfection simply does not exist, and that sacrificing your precious free time in pursuit of it just isn't worthwhile. Readjust your expectations, and relax a little! Focusing only on the big picture doesn't necessarily make you lazy -- sometimes it's the smart way to approach a task. So today you can feel free to look at things through a larger lens. Don't worry about figuring everything out to the last decimal point.

ahah! does that mean i shouldnt study bio for tomorrow? HEH. aiyoh but it didnt state that i wouldnt die tomorrow if i didnt study.

so i'd better just return to my studies. -groans.

I CANT HELP IT I'M SO PROUD! :D

2007-03-26T00:52:00.000+08:00

:DDDDDDDDD thanks to whoever for uploading it! sorry i forgot who heh.

i think yearmates were super KAWAIIII!

lovelove :D

COUGH. i havent finished chem! D:

still havent started physics. :(

I'M SCREWEDDDDD.

G&G make great friends, oh yes they do!

2007-03-25T23:08:00.000+08:00

hoho, we proved you wrong, you bumb.

gah i cant study anymore! nothing's registering into my head, and i'm taking any chances i can to slack.

like now!

anyway we realised this year is the year with many lasts.

last year in rgs,
last year in rgsrcy,
last year of talentime,
last competition,
last unit camp,
last last last.

if only everything would last. aiyah come on you get the drift.

hopefully i dont get last in class. O.O

or be the last to be promoted to jc -gulps.

OKAY I'D BETTER GO MUG MY HEAD OFF NOW.

CHAMPIONS!

2007-03-25T11:18:00.000+08:00

WE WON.

i didnt really expect it, though in my heart i was hoping and praying like mad.

i mean, it's really hard to think that we would actually WIN right? with the other schools coming so strong and all.

WOW.

all the hard work from december,
all the money,
all the time,
all the sacrificed study times,
all the youtubing,
it paid off. :DD

ahhhhh and i wouldnt have been able to do it without my yearmates! :D omg i looooove yall to bits! ^^

so the big day began with me searching like mad around the house for my extra blouse to lend wenda. found it along my bro's school uniform. YOU WANT TO BECOME GIRL GIRL ISSIT! haiyoh. anyway then we changed and pracced for a short while before putting on makeup and doing our hair.

i'm telling you, we, or at least i did, looked like japanese ghostly students. like we died in school and were back to haunt the other kids.

hahaha. so we proceeded to go to singapore polytechnic. well, not without many stares and giggles, of course. we looked really oddly out of place. HAHA and we tried hiding it!

"eh, moshi moshi?"
"arigato!"
"sayonara!"

and er, weird stuff like that. hehehe.

then we reached the competition venue and we started getting worried. saw all the other competitors with their good makeup, their costumes and all. and the confident looks on their faces. had PAU for lunch xD

then the worst happened. my right eye got super itchy so i rubbed it. i couldnt take it! then my right contact lens went to the back of my eye. luckily there was wenda there, so she told me to blink my eye like mad. blink blink blink and finally it came to the side, so wenda pushed it outta my eye. :D RELIEVED MAN. so i lived with one contact lens on just for the performance. heh i wanted to see the audience you see. and also just in case i needed to see something. hahaha.

when we were called to go to the backstage for the actual performance, we were so unprepared! we didnt even know it was going to be our turn already. it was very sudden, too sudden. NO MENTAL PREPARATION! x| yile and yinqi were still at the toilet, so it got really worrying. even when they came back there were butterflies twirling up and down from my heart to my stomach and back up again. suddenly i really felt like peeing. or maybe it was just a psychological effect, cos after the performance i didnt feel like peeing at all.

during the performance i thought it was longer than usual. i smiled like mad until i thought my smile was retarded, seriously. i took the chances which i could look behind to look at my yearmates. seeing them smile spurred me on to smile wider and gladly my smile lasted throughout the dance. :DDD

(suddenly i feel like as if i'm writing reflections.)

ANYWAY. i made a screwup! D: at the chair dance i didnt close my leg at one part, so at the next part i couldnt open my leg and i almost closed it! eeeks. and the last part would have been fantabulous if they hadnt played the next track! :(((

okay, so we were told that we were too gentle with our dance. started to get scared as i watched the other performances. watched the sec3s do their thing, and they were fantabulous :)

watched ri shake their butts, and it was entertaining :D

watched the other dance groups, and they looked so much mmore energetic than we were.

anyway, the main point is, we thought we were goners!

they announced the duet results first, then they announced the group song. THE JUNIORS WERE CHAMPS! :DD so we cheered like mad and whooped around, and i used up almost all of my voice, cos i thought we wouldnt be able to make it for the dance, so i just cheered my heart out. then they announced the modern dance category. 2nd runners up was crescent, and our hopes were kinda dashed, cos we heard that crescent was really good. then second was scgs. so we thought, no more chance already, cos scgs' had a really cute idea and their performance was entertaining! but then they announced the champion, V.I.P. from RGS! i was like -jaw drops.

it was so unexpected! lovelovelovelovelove. :DDDDDDDDD

okay, enough of post talentime highness. now it's time to start mugging. CHEM AND PHYSICS TMR AND I HAVENT STARTED AT ALL. somebody kill me! D:

i'm just feeling the blues today.

2007-03-22T20:40:00.000+08:00

omg i am SO pissed. UGH today was definitely not my day. i need to vent my anger. UGH.

first, stupid X talked to M and made M pissed. stupid X is so stupid and such a blamer when she's obviously the one at fault. ohh, act innocent! WOW MAN WELL DONE. it's YOUR own problem in the first place, so stop pushing the blame. asshole. UGH!

secondly, stupid Y talked bad about T. what the heck la Y doesnt even know T well. so what if T isnt as good? DO YOU ACTUALLY THINK YOU'RE BETTER?!?! piss off man. stupid X actually agreed with Y. omg X why dont you just join Y and be her good friend. quit this and just freaking piss off. no one wants to have anything to do with you anyway.

thirdly, D and Z had to add on to it. WHAT THE HELL IS THE PROBLEM WITH THE BOTH OF YOU CANT YOU LEAVE ME IN PEACE FOR ONE DAY?! hello, stop being childish and fighting over things like icecream. omg i would say that i hate you, D if i could. U.G.H. stop being childish. you have a responsibility, SO DO WHAT YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO DO. i have the privilege to be worse than you. because i AM. so stop it stupid.

THANKS ALOT. for making me feel so insignificant. like my presence doesnt even matter. sometimes i feel like you only talk to me when it's needed. stop it. stop making me feel this way. i want to be loved too.
today the world seems to hate me. maybe the only thing left is unrecruited love; and i hate it.

2007-03-21T23:40:00.000+08:00

WAHHHHHH WHY CANT MY BLOG BE SEEN! T.T

FUNNNNNN! :D

2007-03-18T23:58:00.000+08:00

hahaha today was a super fun day! :D

went to toa payoh to shop with yearmates. hahah or rather, 1/3 yearmates, since there was only me wenda minjia and rong. we walked and walked and walked and watched campus superstar! hahaha so fun. but so few people get in! OMG MY BRO TOLD ME THAT MY COUSIN GOT IN! i didnt get to watch! D: no fairrrrr.

then halfway during our purposeD shopping, we came across a shop called Song & Song! omg i'm telling you, that's the place to be! omg they sold jackets and pullovers and hoodies for $5 and tops for $5-8! hahaha.

oopsies the pic's upside down.heh i dunno how to rotate it! aiyah heck lah.

anyway we had a great time! :D

and i'm tired. xO -yawns.

eventful wednesday-thursday xD

2007-03-16T22:11:00.000+08:00

ECAMP
LYCHEE
BATHE
LUNCH
MOVIE
~~KBOX~~ MORE MOVIE
DINNER

:D hehe i love my yearmates!

ecamp was not bad :) well done juniors! more improvement expected though!

after ecamp everyone rushed to the canteen to buy our beloved lychee drink. ahhhh bliss! -dreams. after which we bathed and went to cine. wanted to watch a movie and then go to kbox after that, whee!

first movie we watched was stomp the yard. OMG IT WAS SUPER GOOD! FIVE STARS*****! really really, everyone should go catch it :D the dance steps are cool! :D and super entertaining, haha. and they're really really good. (: just that at some parts the cameraman shake like mad. NEVER USE TRIPOD STAND! orh horrrr.

hehe ^^

then we came out and it was already 4 plus! so no use going to kbox cos so few of us onlyy and most of us are the dont like to sing type hehe. so we decided to watch a SECOND MOVIE! haha we watched seducing mr. perfect. it's a korean movie, so what to expect? expect cute lovable jumpy yet clumsy girl with almost-perfect and gentlemanly guy. then at first they hate each other but as time passes by they grow to love each other. yadayada, yups this is a similar story. it was quite nice, but abit draggy. meiling and wenda were totally being fangirls and screaming at david phillip hunney(?) xD the whole theater was silent other than them la hahaha.

and we had our dinner inside :D i ate a hotdog! caused my ulcer to hurt alot, but i still ate it :D it was yummayy, and the hotdog was huuuge! haha the cashier was friendly! ^^

as you can probably tell i loved the first movie much more 8D LOVELOVE! yaay.

then we went home. xD and i was told the next day there was gonna be GOH training.

WHICH WAS TODAY!

it was very tiring and we sweated like mad! haa luckily my shirt didnt fade colour! YAYYAYYAY! others have steamed mian bao chao rens on their backs now XD wheeheehee.

ohyea i havent mentioned about the new rc shirt. AHHHHH IT IS PREETTY! i bet that if HQ were to organise a t-shirt competition, we would win! :D hehe idea thanks to meiling and me! hahaha i shant repeat the story of how we just tingged! at the same time anymore. very tiring heh :b but the actual design is all thanks to meiling! yaaaaay thanks to her now we have a pretty shirt to pass out in! ^^

hurhur anyway i just slept from 5-10 HAHAHA so now i'm feeling super energetic!

LALALA okie shall go busy myself with stuff. wheeeee!

WAIT. have i mentioned i started watching a new taiwan drama? CORNER*WITH LOVE! it's very nice! :D hahaha. i think practically everything is nice to me. luo zhi xiang is super funny. HAHAHA his expressions! xD

that's all for today, girls. THANK YOU CLASS!

thank you and goodbye the wonderfullest miss ho!

:D

D:

2007-03-14T00:17:00.000+08:00

my poddie died! D:

shall either get it fixed or get my dad to allow me to buy a new one with my savings.

camp's ~~tomorrow~~ later and i havent started packing.

i cant bring myself to pack!

D:

but i'm looking forward to camp! ^^

UGH.

2007-03-12T23:22:00.000+08:00

i'm so irritated with myself. UGH!

ain't i supposed to know right from wrong?
ain't i supposed to have known what to do already in the first place?

i feel so stupid.

why do i keep doing things on impulse, then live to regret it only later? why cant i just curb my stupid habit and just do something RIGHT, for pete's sake?

UGH.

i'm sorry for being so irresponsible. but then again, that doesnt make you the only one who's right.

talentime auds

2007-03-11T19:10:00.000+08:00

they're over.

GAH now waiting for the results.

i'm telling you, waiting for the results is even worse than performing in front of the judges 500 times.

AHHHHH. damn, i cant wait. but i'm scared to hear the results as well.

meep!

2007-03-09T23:19:00.000+08:00

dammit, not now, you stupid flu!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

what if i forget to bring something?
what if i forgot about something?
what if i missed out on something totally?

SO MANY WHAT IFS!

and i'm tired. i'm going to leave the packing to tmr.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!