:/
come to think of it, the year is coming to an end very soon. it's like as if time will be stopping at the end of term three, cos term four is just basically slack slack and more slack. honestly, i dont even know if options will be effectively carried out. whatever happened to the second options voting thing? all talk no action, probably.
eyas in less than a month. worrying, kind of. but i'm not putting in any effort to improve at all. why? i dunno. you might think the results will spur me on to want to do better to at least make the grade. but honestly, i'm just glad i didnt fail the whole thing. i dont feel any push, any determination. GAH. and i just wasted the whole night away doing almost nothing. not like any other night has been fruitful, actually. just that tonight i was hoping to achieve a little something. then i remembered i left my whole file in school. smart, eh?
haiyah. feeling very demoralised now. really dont want to do anything. but i want to improve, what to do? i'd better do all my homework that's due. haii.
i didnt expect it to come so soon. :(
flew @11:12 PM
July 23, 2007
