emo elmo?

alright i shall just emo like everyone else.

sec4 life definitely is weird. or maybe it's just me. it's like yesterday. i knew there was a test today, but i just kept playing and slacking and just wasting my time away. definitely there is something wrong with my self-control. but how could it be that bad?! in the end i didnt even study protectionism other than the stupid definition, which i also forgot.

let's go by subject, yea?

english. mr jeremy is nice and fun, but i dont get the stupid science ethics and all. ah whatever.
chinese. totally no interest, really. none AT ALL. cannot stand looking at chinese characters. wait, correction. cannot stand looking at myself write chinese characters, cos i cant make it. lao shi has been absent for two weeks already, by the way.
maths. yea sure i understand, for maybe about 20mins? then all the information just slip out of my mind conveniently after that.
social studies. i hate free trade.
physics. hating tpp more and more by the day. cos she always steals our recess time. and her lessons are just plain poo.
chemistry. ugh how am i supposed to remember ALL the information?! siao ah. human brain capacity is limited you know. tcher is wonderful though.
biology. glad to have an improvement, now it's time to get interested in the topic.
geography. tourism is interesting and kinda fun. i hope the information can just spill out of my head like anything during the test.
philo. the tcher is just plain annoying.

right. so the more i write the more annoyed and pissed i feel. !@#$%^&*!!! i think i'm seriously going to fail O lvls this year, especially if the paper is going to be hard :(

and stupid structured studies is taking up everyday every moment of my life i hate it i cant stand it i want freedom. ugh i feel worse than a caged lion.

stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid i hate this life :(

it's so sad, my gosh. so sad! :( but all good things have to come to an end, no matter what, so. training today was so weird. it was fun, it was slack.but it was so un-training. OK it's just the training head's pov! xD
twas nice to see everyone smiling, yay. :) so proud of the juniors. i feel like a mother hen! no more trainings, AH! it's like, four years of everything, and now it's all gone. byebye! sayonara! annyong! rgsrcy <3

bbee

really finally the time for us to let go.

and yes, i'll miss everything about it, even that. i mean, it helped us find each other didnt it? so we should be glad no matter how horrible it was we at least went through it together and got us closer to each other than before.
have been seeing things like training was okay as usual and i'm sorry we never impacted you enough to have you say that training was great!
still remember in sec1, the ma'ams told us "no matter if one person makes the mistake, or anything. when you mention anything about your year, it's we, not me, not i. we." surprisingly, unknowingly, i've been using we since then. it feels nice to have everyone there with you, like it's a great big hug.

well, it's time to let go and be muggerheads. but.i.dont.want.

not happy at all.

:/

come to think of it, the year is coming to an end very soon. it's like as if time will be stopping at the end of term three, cos term four is just basically slack slack and more slack. honestly, i dont even know if options will be effectively carried out. whatever happened to the second options voting thing? all talk no action, probably.

eyas in less than a month. worrying, kind of. but i'm not putting in any effort to improve at all. why? i dunno. you might think the results will spur me on to want to do better to at least make the grade. but honestly, i'm just glad i didnt fail the whole thing. i dont feel any push, any determination. GAH. and i just wasted the whole night away doing almost nothing. not like any other night has been fruitful, actually. just that tonight i was hoping to achieve a little something. then i remembered i left my whole file in school. smart, eh?

haiyah. feeling very demoralised now. really dont want to do anything. but i want to improve, what to do? i'd better do all my homework that's due. haii.


i didnt expect it to come so soon. :(

AHHH!

grah i just read rong's blog and a surge of emotions just engulfed me.

I DONT WANT TO GO ASPEN TOMORROW :(

gah gee goo BAH.

bored, that's all.

i feel like i have no life to speak of. :(

monday - aspen 3.30-6.30!
tuesday - structured studies (math)
wednesday - structured studies (bio)
thursday - physics assist program (pap! xD)
friday - chemfire

i'm looking forward to racial harmony day! YAAY! o(^.~)o no lesson on that day you see. hehehe.

but at least i get a little work done in school xp compared to now, bwahahahaha. and i realised that i only do groupwork cos it affects the whole group. DARN. i should be doing all my work! after all, i'm such an angel right :D

i was a little disappointed today, but. ah wells :/

Britain's Got Talent - 6 year-old Connie Sings!

multitasking

hehe. and so they say a picture speaks a thousand words. let me direct you about what i multitasked about!

top left hand corner: watching tree of heaven (kdrama xp)
it's very nice! the plot is abit like autumn in my heart, but it's kinda different i guess. x) it's still nice! hahaha. recommended for japanese cum korean fanatics cos they talk alot of jap cos the place is supposed to be japan. so the actors and actresses are really pro cos they allll can speak both languages! :D

bottom left hand corner: minjia's msn convo!
hahaha xp

right side: GEOG PT INDIV.
heh i still havent finished it oops. (there were words there but i erased them and drew a smiley instead hehe. later you laugh at my geog pt!)

kae i'd better go finish up my work! annyong~~

FUN! xD

YAY today was such a fun day! :D

erm it started off on the wrong note though. :( I SCREWED UP MY CHINESE ORALS! D': really okay! :( i didnt even get what the teacher said! and i think i digressed quite badly. OHNOO i hope she doesnt fail me! :'( my chinese is already bad enough.. if she fails me i think i will just not be motivated for chinese anymore. (T.T)

anyway after that was physics. just one word - boring. :/ and i realised that mrs teo is really not a good teacher! :( mr thio is so much better at teaching than she is! and he goes through all the things and gives us time to do the worksheet (i mean, i wouldnt know if he does things the same way in his own classes, but i'm assuming he does). he even tolerates rong and my nonsense! and he's quite funny too, sometimes. hahaha. somemore mrs teo took up 10mins of our recess! :O after that was bio at the lab. didnt understand a thing, so. :/ AHH WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME THIS YEAR! :(

cle was... stupid. and npt was being stupid and si ban, as usual. zomg he didnt even have anything to do during cle (we were going to do the lsl reflections at home what) and he said what "i cannot give you all the time to discuss the costume parade" BUT WHY! he has nothing to do what! we also have nothing to do what! the costume parade is a class thing what! SO WHY CANNOT?!?! then in the end he was like "i'll give you all the last fifffteen minutes to discuss." and we stoned for a while. a long while, if i may add. in the end we only had a measly 8 minutes to discuss. urgh sometimes i really cant stand his way of working. GRRAHHHHHHH ~!@#&$^@%#&!%@%4 qb. anyway mel and i are now officially chio models from deal or no deal! :D

lunch was fun! xD hahaha then after that went up to class and played! hahaha meiling and i sat on minjia's lap and pretended she was santa claus. then we started SHAKING. hehehe! and she pounded my back! D: and then yile pulled me off. hmpf why everyone target me! meiling also what... *BAWLS* hahhaha then in the end we had a huiwen's-dunno-what-thingum fight! not really lor, it was rightfully lended to me! then meiling refused to give me the other stick so i only had one! how to play right. so i hoaxed her into believing that we have 30secs each 8) YAY so i got the stick. then after that i refused to give it to her so we went catching around the classroom. then i got stuck. then kok came. then kok wanted the sticks too! and haily was somewhere, and someone else was somewhere near too. i only know i was holding the sticks as far away from their reach as possible! HAHA i was laughing like mad. xD i could heard huiwen in the background "jianing!!!!!!!!!!!...." ahahaha. xo sorry huiwen~! mianhaee~~

ahah then alot of funny things happened. i only know i was laughing like mad.

"gooood afternoon mr ng. -bang-" HEHEHE HAHAHA HOHOHO!

improved for math! quite pleased, but then i had 2 careless mistakes T.T and the percentage is MEASLY. :( still have another 45% to work towards.. HWAITING~~

after that was PAP. not bad lah. hohoho peirong is a rubbish eater! :D YAY!

i want to quit aspen :/

c",) facebook!

hahaha it's the super fun version of friendster, really! xD hahaha everyone should just join facebook! :D

hehehe.

anyway today went to support swimming. twas hot and sticky, and i got laughed at by a prefect. :( AND PEIRONG IS A DUMBIE. she called a pufferfish a bubblefish! hahaha how retarded is THAT please. xD

was very high today :)

AHH CHINESE ORALS TOMORROW! i mean, LATER! D:

funn x)

hahaha went to minjia's house to do geog pt today! it was fun! xD hahaha we got loads of junk to eat and it was fun colouring. though i think our map isnt fantastic, it's kinda oddly cute. xD

and minjia's hamster has muscular front limbs. muscular kae! they bulge out, like omg! hahaha.

then after that went to my grandma's house for dinner. she gave me durian to eat :)

then went home and watched JUST FOLLOW LAW. hahaha quite funny but stupid too! xD the ending is CHAO lame. like z.z IT'S THAT LAME.

x)

eeks back to school tomorrow. so unprepared! D: i dowannnnn.

and omg, worse is, i got npt for structured studies! omg it's the worst nightmare lah NOOOO. :'( i'd rather have mtoh so much more than him! Dx

watch stories of love!

Catch Stories of Love, a collection of heartwarming films about love, family, and happiness, showing weekly on Channel 5. Be sure not to miss this collection of local-flavoured films every Thursday night from 8pm-9.30pm.

haha dont i sound like an advertiser?! xD lol but it's really very very nice! :) and touchingg. i cried leh! actually i think i'm starting to cry more easily now.. must be all that dramas' influences! xD loool. but it's really really nice. love it! it's like, you can kind of tell the ending already, but you still want to watch just to get the emotion straight into your heart! nice. :)

for the whole day today i've been feeling like i've just been oozing around here and there. xD stupid blocked nose. bakes be zound bunny. D:

to you: i dont know how you feel right now, i really cant tell. but if we can salvage it, i will willingly do so! even if we cant go back to what we used to be, just to be able to smile at each other and wave will be enough. for goodness' sake i dont think we both expected this to be forever, right? maybe it was you, or maybe it was me. but it doesnt matter no more, cos it's long been over. but i still hope we dont just draw a concluding line like that.

stories of love.

watched stories of love just now and it was so nice :) this episode was about an old man who lived all by himself because his only child (a daughter) was too busy working and trying to take care of herself and her son. the boy was a spoilt little boy, and a big trouble maker, too. so when the woman had to go overseas to work, only her father (the old man) said okay.

but the stupid little kid, being super spoilt and everything, was very mean to his grandfather! :( there were alot of scenes where you could see the poor grandfather feeling so hurt, yet he strongly believed that his grandson loved him and didnt do all those things on purpose. stuff that the grandson did was like: 1) threw away his ah gong's chinese medicine while they were still being prepared just because he couldnt stand the smell, 2) stole his grandfather's picture, 3) put marbles on the floor to trip him, 4) used toothpaste/glue to stick all the pots and pans on the wall, 5) wrote stupid on his grandfather's shirt :[ and many many more. so horrible right! T.T and all the grandfather did was to encourage him all the time. and try to make him happy. because he got scolded by his daughter for scolding her son >:O HORRIBLE RIGHT! :( i was so qi okay!

in the end the grandson said something reeeeally mean to the grandfather and ran away from the house and the grandfather got severe chest pains and tripped on the marbles the boy laid on the floor!

no he didnt die ._.

the boy learnt to appreciate his grandfather lor, cos he saw the present his grandfather gave him. his fixed gameboy along with a new game! then he cried. :') and he realised how much his grandfather had done for him. so he helped his grandfather to work and earn money (cos they only had $10 left xD) and in the end when the mother came back she felt so guilty that she had neglected her father cos her son was like "how come ah gong never came to our house? then we can take care of him." and her guilty conscience FINALLY struck her! she didnt even reply the son, by the way. ah gong just lied that he preferred to live alone. she even wanted to bring her son home immediately cos she felt that she had done injustice most to her son! then her son was like "no ma, i want to stay with ah gong and take care of him."

YAY! so nice right. happy family :)

xxx

anyway i died for bio essay today. :( was totally sneezing throughout the 40mins! xD so naturally non of the information entered my head at all. :/ ah well. it's over, at least! :D then went for PAP with rongMA. hahaha was quite boring and i hate electricity, so. yeah. played with rongMA and started doodling on each other's papers. hehe.

went home and slept like a pig. woke up feeling equally bad, stupid. >:/

and npt is stupid. ugh i thought maybe he was still tolerable, but hello. he totally puts people down! :( he's very mean okay. and so what if math is important? i didnt fail it, did i? physics is more important to me and the more you want me to go for math the more i wont want to go for it HMPF. rubbish man. he was like "you better buck up ah! no time already." yeah i know you cant see me bucking up AS OF YET but hello you dont even see me when i'm doing work?! and he's horrible okay he doesnt allow us to watch movies during CLE! D: not like he's doing something productive lah please, he shows us stupid lame email powerpoint slides.

RARRRRRR! irritating poophole.

shall go sleep now i'm tired 8}

this layout is so cute, no?

i couldnt resist digressing :(

QOTD

"You must always look at your shit. It can tell a lot of things, like whether you eat enough vegetables or not... if your shit is one nice long, soft brown ploop it is very good! Next time remember to always observe your shit." - guess who.

I shall start to blog in proper sentences and use a wider variety of vocabulary. Oh, and not forgetting proper spelling too. No more LA LEH LORs for me! Laugh Out Loud (lol). Now i have the right to use lol because I have spelt it out before! I will not use emoticons unless necessary as well.

Today Xiao Xi changed seats with Jing Han cos she couldn't see. Now our table's no longer a lefty's table! But never mind, now we have a Math and Science expert on our table! Lol.

This is full of rubbish. Okay I shall go back to mugging Biology faithfully for my stupid Biology Essay tomorrow. How stupid, eh?

As my Chinese teacher puts it, our school is SOS (School Of Suffering). Someone come and save us!

GLOBAL BOILING KILLS.

omg.

i feel hot EVERYDAY. (maybe it's me xD)

OKAY. to the seriousness of the issue.

TODAY, THE THERMOMETER ON MY AIR CON CONTROL BEAT ITS RECORD. TODAY'S SIZZLING TEMPERATURE: 32 DEGREE CELSIUS.

omg! a freaking THIRTY-TWO DEGREE CELSIUS. -faints.

now i know how SEVERE global boiling is.

we should just shut down all the hot springs and convert them into ice-cold jacuzzis. all of us should move away from the equator and closer to the north/south pole. better, the island itself should sense the danger and move itself away from the stupid equator!

and just a week ago there was news about some country (i cant rmbr which one it was, especially since i was watching CHINESE NEWS :D) whereby it was sooo hot, 21 people died from heat! :O and the government gave away free water so that everyone would be properly hydrated. there was even this mother who just opened the bottle and tried to get her son to drink as much water as he could! like, a little baby that usually would use milk bottles, you know? she was so desperate she didnt really care anymore. x{ i'd better brush up on my heat stroke and heat exhaustion first aid treatments! hahaha.

worst of all, in class now, i'm sitting RIGHT at the corner, RIGHT beneath the aircon, which means I DONT GET ANY OF THE AIRCON AT ALL. i usually end up using my worksheets to fan myself. i cant stand it! hothothotttt. the aircon should sweep! then the whole room will feel cold. :) it's like summer at my place, and winter from the middle column onwards! totally different one k.

*sizzles and faints*

class today was quite fun :) and structured studies was FUN! HAHAHA. let me show you just how studious peirong and i was!


my chem stuff! :D


left: mine. right: rong's.
WHO'S NEATER! xD



ah rong the dumbdumb's CHAIR DANCE NOTES!
hahaha! like how long ago was that please! xD



hehe lame stuff. will only make sense to us! xD (cough dont worry we're not lesbians -_- LIKE I WILL WANNA LES WITH HER?! -pukes.)
note: look at the thing at the bottom left hand corner. does it look like a monkey or an elf!

hahahahaha. :) but i managed to study for chem spa! xD lol.

my room is finally 28 degree celsius. have to wait a thousand years before it becomes 20 degrees! D:

ohyea. in the morning, the room used to be superr cold! and i would huggle and snuggle to try and keep warm. now i can sprawl all over the bed without my blankie and feel super hot! D:

one reason why sleeping isnt as enjoyable anymore :/

I THINK MY BODY TEMPERATURE ITSELF MIGHT BY 37.4! *.*

and meiling pierced her ears! v(^.^)v

things i want to do after the EYAs (dont ask me why the school comes up with such dumb names -.-)

1. cut my hair!
2. go shopping (no more GSS D:)
3. (omg i forgot! D: but i shall randomly name things i want to do until i remember then ^^)
3. go ELFA and see how their new concert is going! :D
4. play.
5. play more!
[edit] I REMEMBER THEM ALL NOW! :D
6. learn drums
7. learn hiphop :D
8. learn beatboxing! (okay this is just for fun :] )
so smart right :D tadaaa! [/edit]

darn i really cant remember. it was really important k! :/ anyway i think i have a post like that with what-i-wanna-do-after-eyas on it. xD shall dig it out!

maybe bathing will make me remember. HAHA. okay then, toodles~

finished watching dandoori~dance*drill today! :)

it has a nice story :D and massu's soooo cute in there! XD carlos~!

we cant expect too much out of life.

anyways i must have been too bored to post so many times today.

OMG PMSY. dont tell me i'm getting THE M again so soon! T.T

sian ahhh~

happy youth day!
especially to those TA babies XD

i guess no matter what happens i cant help forgiving you.

it's so friggin stupid how i thought we could last.

-

i can sense something wrong okay.
if you want to tell me something just say it straight in my face.
i dont want to keep thinking about it. somemore it might not be what i think.
too sensitive, that's just what it is. so clarify. that's not too hard.
人情似纸薄, i hope it's not true.
i dont like this.
and stop putting me down. too much will hurt, geddit.

beatboxing!

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