hahaha night out with my family today. at first i was feeling really sian and felt like the whole world was against me cos the day didnt go well AT ALL. and my dad was being stupid and irritating, as always. he seems to think that being with us does not make him happy. let me tell you, it's that mentality of his that's taking us further apart from each other. UGH. okay enough of it i'm supposed to be happy in this post anyway. x)
so after some coffeeshop dinner we went to macdonalds! XD my aunt wanted to treat us to icecream, hahaha so my bro and i got a sundae each while my cousins ordered mcflurries. then after that we got bored so we walked around macs and took photos with our dear boyfriends, ronald and macdonald. xD
then we went to the park! i was scared of seeing APU******S and siying was scared of seeing ghosts. xD but with the 3 musketeers leading us we were less scared la. then we started to play on the swings! XD cos there were the 5 of us and there were 6 swings. but 2 were baby swings. so initially siying didnt get to play, then after a while i let her. then i was watching them play, AND IT WAS HILARIOUS! XD HAHAHA. cos you must take into account the size of my bro and my cousin! HAHAHA then it was super funny. my cousin went to sit on the baby swing! then his whole body was straight and motionless except for his legs and his mouth and he was going "AHH my ass hurts! AHHH!" xD HAHAHA. which should be quite true la. HAHA.
played alot at the playground and i felt really really happy :)
i'm glad i have such great relatives :D and it would really do better if my paternal side was as good as them :/ i feel so distant from my paternal side, sometimes even my dad. ><
i dont know.. it's just hard to communicate with him now, cos there are so many things that i cant tell him, cos it'd just make him mad. like i cant even complain. if i go things like "gahhhhh i got a sunburn today :((((" he'll just start nagging about how i should put sunblock and take care of my own skin and all that rubbish. AHHHHH. mooooohoohoo. haiyah. at least i still had a happy day! :D
haii. just that we didnt get to do our GOH! D: pracced so hard all for nothing. sigh. GOT ALL SUNBURNT ALL FOR NOTHING! D:
but tomorrow it's church with rong! YAAAY! :DDDDD
i dont care anymore. not about you, not about what you say, not about anything at all. you hurt me real deep, know that.
flew @10:37 PM
April 7, 2007
