:)
have been cheering up recently, cos there's a saying that goes like
RAINBOWS APPEAR AFTER A GLOOMY SKY.
or some rubbish like that. hahaha. sorry la my memory cannot make it! i should go drink essence of chicken. havent tasted it in my entire life before though. must be disgusting since my parents never ever fed me that before. haha.
math test was screwed. kok and i were super happy that we passed though, cos NoPT said that there were 4 failures so we were super scared that we would fail! x( haha and as i forecasted, i got my first question and last question totally wrong! :/ ah wells. probability that jianing will never understand probability ever=1. okays then better study harder for trigo! which reminds me, my transformation wkst is blank ._. GAHH! it's a wonder i actually survived RGS for 3 years, seeing that i always scraped a 2.8 GPA and hovered around there, never ever improving much. so much so, grades have become non-important to me already.
but my daddy thinks that i'm a smart and hardworking girl in school. THAT'S THE PROBLEM! cos i'm certainly not! D: he's discovered my weakness for chem and physics already, and if he hears of my math test results i think he'll faint. :/ ah wells, better keep it from him then!
have been spending alot of time with my daddy recently. i dunno why. i guess i'm just afraid. aren't you?
it's words like these that hurt.sometimes i dunno if i still belong.
somehow i still feel that pain.
but it's okay, i'm learning to cope.
flew @9:00 PM
April 19, 2007
