bad day :(
today was a pretty bad day. sigh. got back all three science papers, GAH. it was terrible. terrible terrible terrible. i'm probably the worst student in the whole of RGS! D: really.
haiyah shant talk about it.
anyway yearmates were so sweet. :) cos i finally broke down in the room, then they comforted me and meiling gave me chocolate too! after that went out with yile rong meiling shopping! xD haha i felt much better with company around. if i had just gone home without any distractions previously i think i would have just broke down in front of my dad, feeling guilty. ><
of course, i still feel guilty towards him, but i think i'll only tell him next year. hehehe if it's possible. maybe i'll just tell him the chem marks. cos he's seeing mrs toh! EEEK. meanwhile, i'd better jiayou for my SPAs so that i can pull up my marks! x(
anyway, yes shopping. went to lucky plaza first, hoho. there got alot of cheap clothes, but not really very nice. x) yile and i were saying that if the two of them hadn't wanted to step in here, we'd never have entered lucky plaza, or at least enter it for such a long time. xD hahaha. usually i just go to the macdonalds there :3
after that we decided to go to this fashion at dhoby. ahhhhh i saw something nice but i couldnt buy it! D: dang. i dont care june holidays i shall go find it! xD if fate allows it should still be there by then..
anyway i went home all chirpy and happy. i thank God for these people, really.
love.
The Bottom Line
No one else is going to put your needs first if you don't. Be self-reliant.In Detail
Nothing in life is a sure thing -- especially right now, when someone you were counting on is much more interested in moving toward a personal goal than in fulfilling an obligation to you. Instead of worrying that you did something wrong, stand up for yourself. It's time to downgrade this person to a lower status in your life. After all, if he or she never thinks of you first, then you're going to have to do so!
see! even friendster horoscope is telling me to be self-reliant. eh the "in detail" part i dont understand though. hahaha. but i definitely need to be self-reliant if i want to do well in my other tests from now on! x( it's already my last year in rgs, so i'd better make it a success!
flew @8:29 PM
April 26, 2007
