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if only love and hate didnt have such a grey area.
you know, no one asked you to keep it in. we were there for you so long, we could have understood. but you chose to take the road less taken. what can we do? you chose not to open to us, what can we do? we gave you another chance. c'mon, everyone has their own fair share of problems. everyone has to face up to their own problems. i could understand, i've gone through it before. maybe on a lesser scale than yours, why? cos i bother to open up. what's the point of being a hypocrite? it doesnt make you happy, does it? it just sinks down heavier and heavier till one day you cant take it anymore, doesnt it? c'mon, i'm almost in the same situation as you, but the key thing is to always look on the bright side of life! life is full of flaws. you cant expect everything to end up perfect in front of you if you do nothing to deserve it.
now that things have gotten to this stage, i can only hope that everything's sincerely in the past, and you sincerely want to change. if not, tell us and we'll forget about it.
and you, stop being such a fake person in front of other so-called 'important people'. so what if you're good in front of them? we are the ones who know the truth. and isn't that all that matters? why dont you just change. it's getting on everyone's nerves i'm sure. everyone has their own tolerance level and i think even the most patient is getting impatient. stop taking us for granted.
ugh i'm just getting so upset about all these things. maybe in 10 years' time i'll look back and wonder why i grew white hair over these insignificant things, but to a 16-year-old teen like me, this is everything.
and speaking of 16-year-old, i want to download protege! dang i dont know how to use emu.
and on a lighter (or maybe not so light afterall) note, geog test was a killer. D:
eeks and there's chem spa coming. i sense a horrible aura.
flew @9:25 PM
March 5, 2007
