realisations
so it was just my one-sided thinking.
and i thought maybe you had changed, that things could have gotten better, and maybe even would have gotten better. but
that just totally ruined what i had thought of you. again.
i'm starting to realise there's no one group/organisation that's truly full of people who are nice and pure. whether in a big community or a small one, there are bound to be plenty of horrible people who are out to hurt you, spite you, just like emmie and maggie (for example xD). looks are really deceiving. i can no longer live my life with my philosophy "forgive and forget". because no matter how many times you try that, they just repeat the same damn thing and piss you off all over again. that's where it gets unbearable.
argh.
on a lighter note, i've finished my math assignment 2! when NPT hasn't even stated the due date. MOOHAHA. am i pro or am i pro? thanks! xD i need to buck up anyway, and the first step will be to do my homework diligently. :) and i, er, kindof flunked my tingxie today. heh.
tomorrow is IHGOC. i dont like the new hadley shirtttttt:(
flew @11:18 PM
January 25, 2007
