i'm not strong, y'know. i'm not strong at all. i wish i could dream about ____, i'm jealous of those who can dream sweet dreams about _____. when will be the right time to let all these people know? right when i first get to know them, in my introduction? that'd be too dark to match my personality. people may even shun me, those pessimistic ones, anyway. how could she leave me just like that?
i'm no longer that bubbly girl in the beginning of sec 2, jumping around the class disturbing people. now in class, i'm just a quiet girl who doesnt socialise, occasionally crazy. that's all. my life is officially boring. yet i dont care.
who am i?
i dont know.
and that's what scares me. can i get myself back?
am i to confide in someone who only cares about her looks and popularity? am i to confide in someone who openly discloses secrets?
everyone has their own little problems, including me. just that i have this one extra big problem jutting out of all my small problems. it's too heavy. i need to get rid of it.
but who can i confide in? no one, so far.
i'm scared, i really am, trust me.
flew @12:22 PM June 2, 2006
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